Like a shower of silver spray,
While we whirled on to the vast Forever,
Where no hearts break, and no ties sever,
And no one goes away.”
A clamor, a crash, and
the band was still;
’Twas
the end of the dream, and the end of the measure:
The last low notes of
that waltz-quadrille
Seemed like
a dirge o’er the death of Pleasure.
You said good-night,
and the spell was over—
Too warm for a friend,
and too cold for a lover—
There was
nothing else to say;
But the lights looked
dim, and the dancers weary,
And the music was sad,
and the hall was dreary,
After you
went away.
BEPPO.
Why art thou sad, my
Beppo? But last eve,
Here at
my feet, thy dear head on my breast,
I heard thee say thy
heart would no more grieve
Or feel
the olden ennui and unrest.
What troubles thee?
Am I not all thine own?—
I, so long
sought, so sighed for and so dear?
And do I not live but
for thee alone?
“Thou
hast seen Lippo, whom I loved last year!”
Well, what of that?
Last year is naught to me—
’Tis
swallowed in the ocean of the past.
Art thou not glad ’twas
Lippo, and not thee,
Whose brief
bright day in that great gulf was cast.
Thy day is all
before thee. Let no cloud,
Here in
the very morn of our delight,
Drift up from distant
foreign skies, to shroud
Our sun
of love whose radiance is so bright.
“Thou art not
first?” Nay, and he who would be
Defeats
his own heart’s dearest purpose then.
No truer truth was ever
told to thee—
Who has
loved most, he best can love again.
If Lippo (and not he
alone) has taught
The arts
that please thee, wherefore art thou sad?
Since all my vast love-lore
to thee is brought,
Look up
and smile, my Beppo, and be glad.
TIRED.
I am tired to-night,
and something,
The wind
maybe, or the rain,
Or the cry of a bird
in the copse outside,
Has brought
back the past and its pain.
And I feel, as I sit
here thinking,
That the
hand of a dead old June
Has reached out hold
of my heart’s loose strings,
And is drawing
them up in tune.
I am tired to-night,
and I miss you,
And long
for you, love, through tears;
And it seems but to-day
that I saw you go—
You, who
have been gone for years.
And I seem to be newly
lonely—
I, who am
so much alone;
And the strings of my
heart are well in tune,
But they
have not the same old tone.