She stood upon the grave
of her dead truth,
And saw
her soul’s bright armor red with rust,
And knew that all the
riches of her youth
Were Dead
Sea apples, crumbling into dust.
Love that had turned
to bitter, biting scorn,
Hearthstones
despoiled, and homes made desolate,
Made her cry out that
she was ever born,
To loathe
her beauty and to curse her fate.
NEW AND OLD.
I and new love, in all
its living bloom,
Sat vis-a-vis,
while tender twilight hours
Went softly
by us, treading as on flowers.
Then suddenly I saw
within the room
The old love, long since
lying in its tomb.
It dropped
the cerecloth from its fleshless face
And smiled
on me, with a remembered grace
That, like the noontide,
lit the gloaming’s gloom.
Upon its shroud there
hung the grave’s green mould,
About it
hung the odor of the dead;
Yet from
its cavernous eyes such light was shed
That all my life seemed
gilded, as with gold;
Unto the
trembling new love ’"Go,” I said
“I do not need
thee, for I have the old.”
NOT QUITE THE SAME.
Not quite the same the
spring-time seems to me,
Since that
sad season when in separate ways
Our paths
diverged. There are no more such days
As dawned for us in
that lost time when we
Dwelt in
the realm of dreams, illusive dreams;
Spring may
be just as fair now, but it seems
Not
quite the same.
Not quite the same is
life, since we two parted,
Knowing
it best to go our ways alone.
Fair measures
of success we both have known,
And pleasant hours,
and yet something departed
Which gold,
nor fame, nor anything we win
Can all
replace. And either life has been
Not
quite the same.
Love is not quite the
same, although each heart
Has formed
new ties that are both sweet and true,
But that
wild rapture, which of old we knew,
Seems to have been a
something set apart
With that
lost dream. There is no passion, now,
Mixed with
this later love, which seems, somehow,
Not
quite the same.
Not quite the same am
I. My inner being
Reasons
and knows that all is for the best.
Yet vague
regrets stir always in my breast,
As my soul’s eyes
turn sadly backward, seeing
The vanished
self that evermore must be,
This side
of what we call eternity,
Not
quite the same.
FROM THE GRAVE.
When the first sere leaves of
the year were falling,
I heard, with a heart that was strangely thrilled,
Out of the grave of a dead Past calling,
A voice I fancied forever stilled.