who called themselves liberal and humane. Not
only is suicide a sin, it is the sin. It is the
ultimate and absolute evil, the refusal to take an
interest in existence; the refusal to take the oath
of loyalty to life. The man who kills a man,
kills a man. The man who kills himself, kills
all men; as far as he is concerned he wipes out the
world. His act is worse (symbolically considered)
than any rape or dynamite outrage. For it destroys
all buildings: it insults all women. The
thief is satisfied with diamonds; but the suicide
is not: that is his crime. He cannot be bribed,
even by the blazing stones of the Celestial City.
The thief compliments the things he steals, if not
the owner of them. But the suicide insults everything
on earth by not stealing it. He defiles every
flower by refusing to live for its sake. There
is not a tiny creature in the cosmos at whom his death
is not a sneer. When a man hangs himself on a
tree, the leaves might fall off in anger and the birds
fly away in fury: for each has received a personal
affront. Of course there may be pathetic emotional
excuses for the act. There often are for rape,
and there almost always are for dynamite. But
if it comes to clear ideas and the intelligent meaning
of things, then there is much more rational and philosophic
truth in the burial at the cross-roads and the stake
driven through the body, than in Mr. Archer’s
suicidal automatic machines. There is a meaning
in burying the suicide apart. The man’s
crime is different from other crimes—for
it makes even crimes impossible.
About the same time I read a solemn flippancy by some
free thinker: he said that a suicide was only
the same as a martyr. The open fallacy of this
helped to clear the question. Obviously a suicide
is the opposite of a martyr. A martyr is a man
who cares so much for something outside him, that
he forgets his own personal life. A suicide is
a man who cares so little for anything outside him,
that he wants to see the last of everything.
One wants something to begin: the other wants
everything to end. In other words, the martyr
is noble, exactly because (however he renounces the
world or execrates all humanity) he confesses this
ultimate link with life; he sets his heart outside
himself: he dies that something may live.
The suicide is ignoble because he has not this link
with being: he is a mere destroyer; spiritually,
he destroys the universe. And then I remembered
the stake and the cross-roads, and the queer fact
that Christianity had shown this weird harshness to
the suicide. For Christianity had shown a wild
encouragement of the martyr. Historic Christianity
was accused, not entirely without reason, of carrying
martyrdom and asceticism to a point, desolate and pessimistic.
The early Christian martyrs talked of death with a
horrible happiness. They blasphemed the beautiful
duties of the body: they smelt the grave afar
off like a field of flowers. All this has seemed
to many the very poetry of pessimism. Yet there
is the stake at the cross-roads to show what Christianity
thought of the pessimist.