the twilight. He has always had one foot in earth
and the other in fairyland. He has always left
himself free to doubt his gods; but (unlike the agnostic
of to-day) free also to believe in them. He has
always cared more for truth than for consistency.
If he saw two truths that seemed to contradict each
other, he would take the two truths and the contradiction
along with them. His spiritual sight is stereoscopic,
like his physical sight: he sees two different
pictures at once and yet sees all the better for that.
Thus he has always believed that there was such a
thing as fate, but such a thing as free will also.
Thus he believed that children were indeed the kingdom
of heaven, but nevertheless ought to be obedient to
the kingdom of earth. He admired youth because
it was young and age because it was not. It is
exactly this balance of apparent contradictions that
has been the whole buoyancy of the healthy man.
The whole secret of mysticism is this: that man
can understand everything by the help of what he does
not understand. The morbid logician seeks to
make everything lucid, and succeeds in making everything
mysterious. The mystic allows one thing to be
mysterious, and everything else becomes lucid.
The determinist makes the theory of causation quite
clear, and then finds that he cannot say “if
you please” to the housemaid. The Christian
permits free will to remain a sacred mystery; but
because of this his relations with the housemaid become
of a sparkling and crystal clearness. He puts
the seed of dogma in a central darkness; but it branches
forth in all directions with abounding natural health.
As we have taken the circle as the symbol of reason
and madness, we may very well take the cross as the
symbol at once of mystery and of health. Buddhism
is centripetal, but Christianity is centrifugal:
it breaks out. For the circle is perfect and infinite
in its nature; but it is fixed for ever in its size;
it can never be larger or smaller. But the cross,
though it has at its heart a collision and a contradiction,
can extend its four arms for ever without altering
its shape. Because it has a paradox in its centre
it can grow without changing. The circle returns
upon itself and is bound. The cross opens its
arms to the four winds; it is a signpost for free travellers.
Symbols alone are of even a cloudy value in speaking of this deep matter; and another symbol from physical nature will express sufficiently well the real place of mysticism before mankind. The one created thing which we cannot look at is the one thing in the light of which we look at everything. Like the sun at noonday, mysticism explains everything else by the blaze of its own victorious invisibility. Detached intellectualism is (in the exact sense of a popular phrase) all moonshine; for it is light without heat, and it is secondary light, reflected from a dead world. But the Greeks were right when they made Apollo the god both of imagination and of sanity;