My
worthy conty, gude Jock Warren,
Thou’s
still jocose and ay auld farren,
Gentle
and kind, blythe, frank and free,
And
always unco’ gude to me.
And
now thou’s sold thy country ware
And
towards hame mean to repair.[19]
Accept
these lines although but weak
And
read them for thy Comrade’s sake.
May
plenty still around thee smile
And
God’s great help thy foes beguile,
In
Wisdom’s path be sure to tread
And
her fair daughter Virtue wed.
My
compliments and love sincere
To
all our friends both here and there,
But
in particular to him
That’s
tall in body, long in limb,
Auld
faithful Loyal, Johny Nairne,
Lang
may he count you his ain bairne;
By
his example still be sway’d;
Be
his good precepts still obeyed;
Revere
this good and worthy man
And
always do the best you can.
This
is my wish and expectation,
God
granting you and me salvation.
We
ance were young but now we’re auld,
Oour
blood from heat commences cauld,
A
drop of whiskey warms the whole,
Renews
the body, cheers the soul;
Observing
still due moderation,
In
order to prevent vexation,
Proceeding
on with cautious care
Till
Death with his grim face appear;
Then
with a conscience, just and true
See
Heaven’s Glory, in your View.
My neighbour, Mr. Fraser, tells me that by my looks and speaking he cannot think me so ill as imagined. You will think the same by my writing the above. My distemper is owing to Gravelly Ulcers and it is a great chance at my time of life to recover, so [we] should be prepared for the worst.
It is a satisfaction to me to have been able to write this letter, such as it is. My thoughts are every day and every night with my sisters and [I] figure myself frequently at your fireside. Remember I am not to write any more unless I get a great deal better. [I] shall refer you to Christine to correspond and to tell you all you would wish to know from this country. And now I have nothing but Compts. and love to send to all my friends—to Robie Hepburn as my oldest and nearest my heart—my blessings to his family, as to the Kers and Congaltons. And once more to Anny you and Mary and Mrs. Ker and my Polly and Tom. God bless you all. I am truly my dear Madie with much affection,
Yours for aye,
JOHN NAIRNE.
Nairne was not mistaken in his view that the end was near. He writes about this time to his physician at Quebec (there was no practitioner at Murray Bay) describing his symptoms and ends: “Now, dear Doctor, I dare say you think some apologies necessary for my troubling you so particularly with the complaints of an old man of 71, as his inward machinery is probably wore out and irreparable.” In a last vain hope they took him to Quebec for medical care. But the machinery was, indeed, “wore out,” and at Quebec, on July 14th, 1802, he closed his eyes on a world which, though it brought him labour and sorrow, he thought to be very good.