Mike changed the conversation, and he talked of the newspaper until it was time to go to the station.  He was now certain that Lily had rejected him.  His grief soaked through him like a wet, dreary day.  Sometimes, indeed, he seemed to brighten, but there is often a deeper sadness in a smile than in a flood of tears, and he was more than ever sad when he thought of the life he had desired, and had lost; which he had seen almost within his reach, and which had now disappeared for ever.  He had thought of this life as a green isle, where there were flowers and a shrine.  Isle, flowers, and shrine had for ever vanished, and nothing remained but the round monotony of the desert ocean.  Then throwing off his grief with a laugh, he eagerly anticipated the impressions of the visit he meditated to Belthorpe Park, and his soul went out to meet this new adventure.  He thought of the embarrassment of the servants receiving their new master; of the attitude of the country people towards him; and deciding that he had better arrive before dinner, just as if he were a visitor, he sent a telegram saying that the groom was to meet him at the station, and that dinner was to be prepared.

Lady Seeley’s solicitors had told him that according to her ladyship’s will, Belthorpe was to be kept up exactly as it had been in her life-time, and the servants had received notice, that in pursuance of her ladyship’s expressed wish, Mr. Fletcher would make no changes, and that they were free to remain on if they thought proper.  Mike approved of this arrangement—­it saved him from a task of finding new servants, a task which he would have bungled sadly, and which he would have had to attempt, for he had decided to enjoy all the pleasures of a country place, and to act the country gentleman until he wearied of the part.  Life is but a farce, and the more different parts you play in that farce the more you enjoy.  Here was a new farce—­he the Bohemian, going down to an old ancestral home to play the part of the Squire of the parish.  It could not but prove rich in amusing situations, and he was determined to play it.  What a sell it would be for Lily, for perhaps she had refused him because she thought he was poor.  Contemptuous thoughts about women rose in his mind, but they died in thronging sensations of vanity—­he, at least, had not found women mercenary.  Lily was the first!  Then putting thoughts of her utterly aside, he surrendered himself to the happy consideration of his own good fortune.  “A new farce!  Yes; that was the way to look upon it.  I wonder what the servants will think!  I wonder what they’ll think of me! ...  Harrison, the butler, was with her in Green Street.  Her maid, Fairfield, was with her when I saw her last—­nearly three years ago.  Fairfield knew I was her lover, and she has told the others.  But what does it matter?  I don’t care a damn what they think.  Besides, servants are far more jealous of our honour than we are ourselves; they’ll trump up some story about cousinship, or that I had saved her ladyship’s life—­not a bad notion that last; I had better stick to it myself.”