as they can, and unravel themselves with a vast sense
of relief. Hence the longing to satisfy latent
passions, with the fugitive pleasure in doing so.
But the external agencies that originally wound up
that mainspring never cease to operate; every fresh
stimulus gives it another turn, until it snaps, or
grows flaccid, or is unhinged. Moreover, from
time to time, when circumstances change, these external
agencies may encrust that primary organ with minor
organs attached to it. Every impression, every
adventure, leaves a trace or rather a seed behind
it. It produces a further complication in the
structure of the body, a fresh charge, which tends
to repeat the impressed motion in season and out of
season. Hence that perpetual docility or ductility
in living substance which enables it to learn tricks,
to remember facts, and (when the seeds of past experiences
marry and cross in the brain) to imagine new experiences,
pleasing or horrible. Every act initiates a new
habit and may implant a new instinct. We see
people even late in life carried away by political
or religious contagions or developing strange vices;
there would be no peace in old age, but rather a greater
and greater obsession by all sorts of cares, were
it not that time, in exposing us to many adventitious
influences, weakens or discharges our primitive passions;
we are less greedy, less lusty, less hopeful, less
generous. But these weakened primitive impulses
are naturally by far the strongest and most deeply
rooted in the organism: so that although an old
man may be converted or may take up some hobby, there
is usually something thin in his elderly zeal, compared
with the heartiness of youth; nor is it edifying to
see a soul in which the plainer human passions are
extinct becoming a hotbed of chance delusions.
In any case each fresh habit taking root in the organism
forms a little mainspring or instinct of its own,
like a parasite; so that an elaborate mechanism is
gradually developed, where each lever and spring holds
the other down, and all hold the mainspring down together,
allowing it to unwind itself only very gradually,
and meantime keeping the whole clock ticking and revolving,
and causing the smooth outer face which it turns to
the world, so clean and innocent, to mark the time
of day amiably for the passer-by. But there is
a terribly complicated labour going on beneath, propelled
with difficulty, and balanced precariously, with much
secret friction and failure. No wonder that the
engine often gets visibly out of order, or stops short:
the marvel is that it ever manages to go at all.
Nor is it satisfied with simply revolving and, when
at last dismounted, starting afresh in the person
of some seed it has dropped, a portion of its substance
with all its concentrated instincts wound up tightly
within it, and eager to repeat the ancestral experiment;
all this growth is not merely material and vain.
Each clock in revolving strikes the hour, even the
quarters, and often with lovely chimes. These