Heart-smitten by the accents of her grief
Like poisoned darts, soothing
her fond alarm,
Incarnate Spring appeared, to bring relief
As friendship can, to sore-lamenting
Charm.
And at the sight of him, she wept the
more,
And often clutched her throat,
and beat her breast;
For lamentation finds an open door
In the presence of the friends
we love the best.
Stifling, she cried: “Behold
the mournful matter!
In place of him thou seekest,
what is found?
A something that the winds of heaven scatter,
A trace of dove-grey ashes
on the ground.
Arise, O Love! For Spring knows no
estranging,
Thy friend in lucky hap and
evil lot;
Man’s love for wife is ever doubtful,
changing;
Man’s love for man abides
and changes not.
With such a friend, thy dart, on dainty
pinion
Of blossoms, shot from lotus-fibre
string,
Reduced men, giants, gods to thy dominion—
The triple world has felt
that arrow sting.
But Love is gone, far gone beyond returning,
A candle snuffed by wandering
breezes vain;
And see! I am his wick, with Love
once burning,
Now blackened by the smoke
of nameless pain.
In slaying Love, fate wrought but half
a slaughter,
For I am left. And yet
the clinging vine
Must fall, when falls the sturdy tree
that taught her
Round him in loving tenderness
to twine.
So then, fulfil for me the final mission
Of him who undertakes a kinsman’s
part;
Commit me to the flames (my last petition)
And speed the widow to her
husband’s heart.
The moonlight wanders not, the moon forsaking;
Where sails the cloud, the
lightning is not far;
Wife follows mate, is law of nature’s
making,
Yes, even among such things
as lifeless are.
My breast is stained; I lay among the
ashes
Of him I loved with all a
woman’s powers;
Now let me lie where death-fire flames
and flashes,
As glad as on a bed of budding
flowers.
Sweet Spring, thou camest oft where we
lay sleeping
On blossoms, I and he whose
life is sped;
Unto the end thy friendly office keeping,
Prepare for me the last, the
fiery bed.
And fan the flame to which I am committed
With southern winds; I would
no longer stay;
Thou knowest well how slow the moments
flitted
For Love, my love, when I
was far away.
And sprinkle some few drops of water,
given
In friendship, on his ashes
and on me;
That Love and I may quench our thirst
in heaven
As once on earth, in heavenly
unity.
And sometimes seek the grave where Love
is lying;
Pause there a moment, gentle
Spring, and shower
Sweet mango-clusters to the winds replying;
For he thou lovedst, loved
the mango-flower.”