Think not that on the journey thou hast
taken
So newly, I should fail to
find thy track;
Ah, but the world! The world is quite
forsaken,
For life is love; no life,
when thee they lack.
Thou gone, my love, what power can guide
the maiden
Through veils of midnight
darkness in the town
To the eager heart with loving fancies
laden,
And fortify against the storm-cloud’s
frown?
The wine that teaches eyes their gladdest
dances,
That bids the love-word trippingly
to glide,
Is now deception; for if flashing glances
Lead not to love, they lead
to naught beside.
And when he knows thy life is a remembrance,
Thy friend the moon will feel
his shining vain,
Will cease to show the world a circle’s
semblance,
And even in his waxing time,
will wane.
Slowly the mango-blossoms are unfolding
On twigs where pink is struggling
with the green,
Greeted by koil-birds sweet concert holding—
Thou dead, who makes of flowers
an arrow keen?
Or weaves a string of bees with deft invention,
To speed the missile when
the bow is bent?
They buzz about me now with kind intention,
And mortify the grief which
they lament.
Arise! Assume again thy radiant beauty!
Rebuke the koil-bird, whom
nature taught
Such sweet persuasion; she forgets her
duty
As messenger to bosoms passion-fraught.
Well I remember, Love, thy suppliant motion,
Thy trembling, quick embrace,
the moments blest
By fervent, self-surrendering devotion—
And memories like these deny
me rest.
Well didst thou know thy wife; the springtime
garland,
Wrought by thy hands, O charmer
of thy Charm!
Remains to bid me grieve, while in a far
land
Thy body seeks repose from
earthly harm.
Thy service by the cruel gods demanded,
Meant service to thy wife
left incomplete,
My bare feet with coquettish streakings
banded—
Return to end the adorning
of my feet.
No, straight to thee I fly, my body given,
A headlong moth, to quick-consuming
fire,
Or e’er my cunning rivals, nymphs
in heaven,
Awake in thee an answering
desire.
Yet, dearest, even this short delay is
fated
For evermore a deep reproach
to prove,
A stain that may not be obliterated,
If Charm has lived one moment
far from Love.
And how can I perform the last adorning
Of thy poor body, as befits
a wife?
So strangely on the path that leaves me
mourning
Thy body followed still the
spirit’s life.
I see thee straighten out thy blossom-arrow,
The bow slung careless on
thy breast the while,
Thine eyes in mirthful, sidelong glance
grow narrow,
Thy conference with friendly
Spring, thy smile.
But where is Spring? Dear friend,
whose art could fashion
The flowery arrow for thee?
Has the wrath
Of dreadful Shiva, in excess of passion,
Bade him, too, follow on that
fatal path?”