Or holds a lute on her neglected
skirt,
And tries to sing of me, and tries in
vain;
For she dries the tear-wet
string with hands inert,
And e’er begins, and e’er
forgets again,
Though she herself composed it once, the
loving strain.
XXIV
Here is suggested the third stage: Desire.
Or counts the months of absence
yet remaining
With flowers laid near the threshold on
the floor,
Or tastes the bliss of hours
when love was gaining
The memories recollected o’er and
o’er—
woman’s comforts when her lonely
heart is sore.
XXV
Here is suggested the fourth stage: Wakefulness.
Such daytime labours doubtless
ease the ache
Which doubly hurts her in the helpless
dark;
With news from me a keener
joy to wake,
Stand by her window in the night, and
mark
My sleepless darling on her pallet hard
and stark.
XXVI
Here is suggested the fifth stage: Emaciation.
Resting one side upon that
widowed bed,
Like the slender moon upon the Eastern
height,
So slender she, now worn with
anguish dread,
Passing with stifling tears the long,
sad night
Which, spent in love with me, seemed but
a moment’s flight.
XXVII
Here is suggested the sixth stage:
Loss of
Interest in Ordinary Pleasures.
On the cool, sweet moon that
through the lattice flashes
She looks with the old delight, then turns
away
And veils her eyes with water-weighted
lashes,
Sad as the flower that blooms in sunlight
gay,
But cannot wake nor slumber on a cloudy
day.
XXVIII
Here is suggested the seventh stage:
Loss of
Youthful Bashfulness.
One unanointed curl still
frets her cheek
When tossed by sighs that burn her blossom-lip;
And still she yearns, and
still her yearnings seek
That we might be united though in sleep—
Ah! Happy dreams come not to brides
that ever weep.
XXIX
Here is suggested the eighth stage: Absent-mindedness. For if she were not absent-minded, she would arrange the braid so as not to be annoyed by it.
Her single tight-bound braid
she pushes oft—
With a hand uncared for in her lonely
madness—
So rough it seems, from the
cheek that is so soft:
That braid ungarlanded since the first
day’s sadness,
Which I shall loose again when troubles
end in gladness.
XXX
Here is suggested the ninth stage:
Prostration.
The tenth stage, Death, is not suggested.
The delicate body, weak and
suffering,
Quite unadorned and tossing to and fro
In oft-renewing wretchedness,
will wring
Even from thee a raindrop-tear, I know—
Soft breasts like thine are pitiful to
others’ woe.