but that it had occurred to him doubtfully whether
certain things might not be painful to me, and whether
I might not prefer their being omitted in his paper.
(All this time we had seen neither book nor ‘Athenaeum.’)
Robert answered for me that the omission of such and
such things would be much preferred by me, and accordingly
the article appears in the ‘Revue’ with
the passage from your book garbled and curtailed as
seemed best to the quoter. Then Robert set about
procuring the ‘Athenaeum’ in question.
He tells me (and
that I perfectly believe)
that, for the facts to be given at all, they could
not possibly be given with greater delicacy; oh, and
I will add for myself, that for them to be related
by anyone during my life, I would rather have
you
to relate them than another. But why should they
be related during my life? There was no need,
no need. To show my nervous susceptibility in
the length and breadth of it to you, I
could not
(when it came to the point)
bear to read the
passage extracted in the ‘Athenaeum,’
notwithstanding my natural anxiety to see exactly what
was done. I could not bear to do it. I made
Robert read it aloud—with omissions—so
that I know all your kindness. I feel it deeply;
through tears of pain I feel it; and if, as I dare
say you will, you think me very very foolish, do not
on that account think me ungrateful. Ungrateful
I never can be to you, my much loved and kindest friend.
I hear your book is considered one of your best productions,
and I do not doubt that the opinion is just.
Thank you for giving it to us, thank you.
I don’t like to send you a letter from Paris
without a word about your hero—’handsome,’
I fancy not, nor the imperial type. I have not
seen his face distinctly. What do you think about
the constitution? Will it work, do you fancy,
now-a-days in France? The initiative of the laws,
put out of the power of the legislative assembly, seems
to me a stupidity; and the senators, in their fine
dresses, make me wink a little. Also, I hear
that the ‘senatorial cardinals’ don’t
please the peasants, who hate the priesthood as much
as they hate the ‘Cossacks.’ On the
other hand, Montalembert was certainly in bed the other
day with vexation, because ’nobody could do
anything with Louis Napoleon—he was obstinate;’
‘nous nous en lavons les mains,’ and that
fact gives me hope that not too much indulgence is
intended to the Church. There’s to be a
ball at the Tuileries with ‘court dresses,’
which is ‘un peu fort’ for a republic.
By the way, rumour (with apparent authority justifying
it) says, that a black woman opened her mouth and
prophesied to him at Ham, ’he should be the
head of the French nation, and be assassinated in a
ball-room.’ I was assured that he believes
the prophecy firmly, ’being in all things too
superstitious’ and fatalistical.