but not cold, so that the whole world here agreed
it couldn’t hurt me. I went with Robert
therefore; we were received at Castellani’s most
flatteringly as poets and lovers of Italy; were asked
for autographs; and returned in a blaze of glory and
satisfaction, to collapse (as far as I’m concerned)
in a near approach to mortality. You see I can’t
catch a simple cold. All my bad symptoms came
back. Suffocations, singular heart-action, cough
tearing one to atoms. A gigantic blister, however,
let me crawl out of bed at the end of a week, and
the advantage of a Roman climate
told, I dare
say, for the attack was less violent and much less
long than the one in the summer. Only I feel
myself brittle, and become aware, of increased susceptibility.
Dr. Gresonowsky warns me against Florence in the winter.
I must be warm, they say. Well, never mind!
Now I am well again, and I don’t know why I
should have whined so to you. I am well, and
living on asses’ milk by way of sustaining the
mental calibre; yes, and able to have
tete-a-tetes
with Theodore Parker, who believes nothing, you know,
and has been writing a little Christmas book for the
young just now, to prove how they should keep Christmas
without a Christ, and a Mr. Hazard, a spiritualist,
who believes everything, walks and talks with spirits,
and impresses Robert with a sense of veracity, which
is more remarkable. I like the man much.
He holds the subject on high grounds, takes the idea
and lives on it above the earth. For years he
has given himself to investigation, and has seen the
Impossible. Certainly enough Robert met him and
conversed with him, and came back to tell me what
an intelligent and agreeable new American acquaintance
he had made, without knowing that he was Hazard the
spiritualist, rather famous in his department....
Don’t fall out of heart with investigation.
It takes patient investigation to establish the number
of legs of a newly remarked fly. Nothing
riles
me so much as the dogmatism of the people who pronounce
on there being nothing to see, because in half a dozen
experiments, perhaps, they have seen nothing conclusive.
’Yet could not all creation
pierce
Beyond the bottom of his eye.’
Mediums cheat certainly. So do people who are
not mediums. I congratulate you on liking anybody
better. That’s pleasant for you at
any rate. My changes are always the other way.
I begin by seeing the beautiful in most people, and
then comes the disillusion. It isn’t caprice
or unsteadiness; oh no! it’s merely fate.
My fate, I mean. Alas, my bubbles, my
bubbles!
But I’m growing too original, and will break
off. My Emperor at least has not deceived me,
and I’m going into the fire for him with a little
‘brochure’ of political poems, which you
shall take at Chapman’s with the last edition
of ‘Aurora’ when you go to England.
Thank you a hundred times from both Robert and me
for the interesting relation of Cobden’s sayings