ran into its ancient pattern, thank God, and kept
me
only very ill, with violent cough all night
long; my poor Robert, who nursed me like an angel,
prevented from sleeping for full three weeks.
When there was a possibility I was lifted into a carriage
and brought here; stayed two days at the inn in Siena,
and then removed to this pleasant airy villa.
Very ill I was after coming, and great courage it
required to come; but change of air was absolutely
a condition of living, and the event justified the
risk. For now I am quite myself, have done crying
‘Wolf,’ and end this lamentable history
by desiring you to absolve me for my silence.
We have been here nearly a month. My strength,
which was so exhausted that I could scarcely stand
unsupported, is coming back satisfactorily, and the
cough has ceased to vex me at all. Still, I am
not equal to driving out. I hope to take my first
drive in a very few days though, and the very asses
are ministering to me—in milk. All
the English physicians had found it convenient (the
beloved Grand Duke being absent) to leave Florence,
and Zanetti was attending the Piedmontese hospitals,
so that I had to attend me none of the old oracles—only
a Prussian physician (Dr. Gresonowsky), a very intelligent
man, of whom we knew a little personally, and who had
a strong political sympathy with me. (He and I used
to sit together on Isa Blagden’s terrace and
relieve ourselves by abusing each other’s country;
and whether he expressed most moral indignation against
England or I against Prussia, remained doubtful.)
Afterwards he came to cure me, and was as generous
in his profession as became his politics. People
are usually very kind to us, I must say. Think
of that man following us to Siena, uninvited, and
attending me at the hotel two days, then refusing
recompense.
Well, now let me speak of our Italy and the peace.
‘Immoral,’ you say? Yes, immoral.
But not immoral on the part of Napoleon who had his
hand forced; only immoral on the part of those who
by infamies of speech and intrigue (in England and
Germany), against which I for one had been protesting
for months, brought about the complicated results which
forced his hand. Never was a greater or more disinterested
deed intended and almost completed than this French
intervention for Italian independence; and never was
a baser and more hideous sight than the league against
it of the nations. Let me not speak.
For the rest, if it were not for Venetia (Zurich[65]
keeps its secrets so far) the peace would have proved
a benefit rather than otherwise. We have had
time to feel our own strength, to stand on our own
feet. The vain talk about Napoleon’s intervening
militarily on behalf of the Grand Duke has simply
been the consequence of statements without foundation
in the English and German papers; and also in some
French Ultramontane papers. Napoleon with his
own lips, after the peace, assured our delegates
that no force should be used. And he has repeated