If I know your sect, I anticipate your argument.
I hear a preacher announce for his text and topic
the expediency of one of the institutions of his church.
Do I not know beforehand that not possibly can he
say a new and spontaneous word? Do I not know
that, with[175] all this ostentation of examining
the grounds of the institution, he will do no such
thing? Do I not know that he is pledged to himself
not to look but at one side,—the permitted
side, not as a man, but as a parish minister?
He is a retained attorney, and these airs of the bench[176]
are the emptiest affectation. Well, most men
have bound their eyes with one or another handkerchief,[177]
and attached themselves to some one of these communities
of opinion.[178] This conformity makes them not false
in a few particulars, authors of a few lies, but false
in all particulars. Their every truth is not
quite true. Their two is not the real two, their
four not the real four; so that every word they say
chagrins us, and we know not where to begin to set
them right. Meantime nature is not slow to equip
us in the prison-uniform of the party to which we
adhere. We come to wear one cut of face and figure,
and acquire by degrees the gentlest asinine expression.
There is a mortifying experience in particular which
does not fail to wreak itself also in the general
history; I mean “the foolish face of praise,”
the forced smile which we put on in company where
we do not feel at ease in answer to conversation which
does not interest us. The muscles, not spontaneously
moved, but moved by a low usurping willfulness, grow
tight about the outline of the face with the most disagreeable
sensation.
For nonconformity the world whips you with its displeasure.[179]
And therefore a man must know how to estimate a sour
face. The bystanders look askance on him in the
public street or in the friend’s parlor.
If this aversation had its origin in contempt and
resistance like his own, he might well go home with
a sad countenance; but the sour faces of the multitude,
like their sweet faces, have no deep cause, but are
put on and off as the wind blows and a newspaper directs.[180]
Yet is the discontent of the multitude more formidable
than that of the senate and the college. It is
easy enough for a firm man who knows the world to
brook the rage of the cultivated classes. Their
rage is decorous and prudent, for they are timid as
being very vulnerable themselves. But when to
their feminine rage the indignation of the people
is added, when the ignorant and the poor are aroused,
when the unintelligent brute force that lies at the
bottom of society is made to growl and mow, it needs
the habit of magnanimity and religion to treat it
godlike as a trifle of no concernment.
The other terror[181] that scares us from self-trust
is our consistency;[182] a reverence for our past
act or word, because the eyes of others have no other
data for computing our orbit[183] than our past acts,
and we are loth to disappoint them.