STERLING. I don’t know.
MASON. Good morning, gentlemen.
[There is no response. WARDEN is with great difficulty restraining himself. His lips are compressed lightly and his hands clenched.
RUTH. What’s the trouble?
STERLING. I have just told Warden my wife’s decision not to leave me.
RUTH. [Showing her relief and satisfaction in her
face, turns to
WARDEN.] You won’t try to shake that resolve?
WARDEN. [Unable to control himself.] But I will! I will—I tell you all! I hardly know what I say or do! But look out for me, I’m desperate! I’m a torrent that’s only let loose since yesterday, and now all of a sudden you try to stop me! But it’s too late; I’ve got my impetus; the repressed passion of years is behind me; nothing can stop me—and God keep me from doing the wrong thing! I am determined to clear him out of the way of the happiness of the woman I love. [To RUTH.] Do you mean to say you approve of her decision? [RUTH turns her head; he turns to MASON.] Do you?
RUTH. No.
STERLING. [To RUTH, holding out his hand.]
You will stand by me,
Aunt Ruth, and together we—
RUTH. [Interrupting and refusing his hand.] Oh, no.
STERLING. Don’t you think I can win her love back?
RUTH. No.
STERLING. Won’t you help me try?
RUTH. No. It would be useless.
WARDEN. Come with me to Blanche; I must speak with her.
[WARDEN and RUTH go out Right.
MASON. [Alone with STERLING.] Go away and make your wife understand you are never coming back.
STERLING. But the loneliness, the misery, away—alone.
MASON. Kill them with hard work; you have
other heavy debts, you know.
I came to see you about this business of your acknowledgments
to Miss
Godesby and Miss Hunter.
STERLING. Later, later. To-morrow I will decide—
[He motions him away. MASON goes to him and puts his hand on his shoulder.
MASON. Decide well—
[He hesitates a moment and then goes out Right.
STERLING. [Watching him go.] There’s not one soul in this world who cares for me, and it’s my own fault. [RICHARD is heard upstairs again singing “Once in Royal David’s City.” STERLING lifts his head and listens.] Yes, one little soul loves me, and it would be better for him, too, if I went away. I’ll go to sleep and see how I feel about it when I wake up. [He moves the glass of water and takes out the box of tablets. He starts suddenly, but very slightly, and his muscles tighten.]