I am really ashamed of the way I have treated you, but I know you will forgive me.  I am not strong yet, and my eyes are still bothering me, but I hope to be all right soon now, and I promise you a better letter next time.  Jerrine is very proud of her necklace.  I think they are so nice for children.  I can remember how proud I was of mine when I was a child.  Please give your brother our thanks, and tell him his little gift made my little girl very happy.

I am afraid this letter will seem rather jumbled.  I still want the address of your friend in Salem or any other.  I shall find time to write, and I am not going to let my baby prevent me from having many enjoyable outings.  We call our boy Henry Clyde for his father.  He is a dear little thing, but he is a lusty yeller for baby’s rights.

  With much love,
    JERRINE AND HER MAMMA.

XIII

PROVING UP

     October 14, 1911.

DEAR MRS. CONEY,—­

I think you must be expecting an answer to your letter by now, so I will try to answer as many of your questions as I remember.  Your letter has been mislaid.  We have been very much rushed all this week.  We had the thresher crew two days.  I was busy cooking for them two days before they came, and have been busy ever since cleaning up after them.  Clyde has taken the thresher on up the valley to thresh for the neighbors, and all the men have gone along, so the children and I are alone.  No, I shall not lose my land, although it will be over two years before I can get a deed to it.  The five years in which I am required to “prove up” will have passed by then.  I couldn’t have held my homestead if Clyde had also been proving up, but he had accomplished that years ago and has his deed, so I am allowed my homestead.  Also I have not yet used my desert right, so I am still entitled to one hundred and sixty acres more.  I shall file on that much some day when I have sufficient money of my own earning.  The law requires a cash payment of twenty-five cents per acre at the filing, and one dollar more per acre when final proof is made.  I should not have married if Clyde had not promised I should meet all my land difficulties unaided.  I wanted the fun and the experience.  For that reason I want to earn every cent that goes into my own land and improvements myself.  Sometimes I almost have a brain-storm wondering how I am going to do it, but I know I shall succeed; other women have succeeded.  I know of several who are now where they can laugh at past trials.  Do you know?—­I am a firm believer in laughter.  I am real superstitious about it.  I think if Bad Luck came along, he would take to his heels if some one laughed right loudly.