and, in a few hours, the creature of impulse and impetuosity
had argued himself into the expediency of adapting
his conduct to existing circumstances—of
stooping, in short, to all the selfishness and meanness
that actuate the most unfeeling and the least uncalculating
of mortals. If there were wanting, as, thank
Heaven, there is not, one proof to substantiate the
fact, that no rule of life is safe and certain save
that made known in the translucent precepts of our
God—no species of thought free from hurt
or danger—no action secure from ill or mischief,
except all thoughts and actions that have their origin
in humble, loving, strict obedience to the
pleasure and the will of Heaven; if any one proof,
I say, were wanting, it would be easy to discover it
in the natural perverse and inconsistent heart of
man. A voice louder than the preacher’s—the
voice of daily, hourly experience—proclaims
the melancholy fact, that no amount of high-wrought
feeling, no loftiness of speech, no intensity of expression,
is a guarantee for purity of soul and conduct, when
obedience, simple, childlike obedience, has ceased
to be the spring of every motion and every aim.
Reader, let us grapple with this truth! We are
servants here on earth, not masters! subjects, and
not legislators! Infants are we all in the arms
of a just father! The command is from elsewhere—obedience
is with us. If you would be happy, I charge you,
fling away the hope of finding security or rest in
laws of your own making in a system which you are
pleased to call a code of honour—honour
that grows cowardlike and pale in the time of trial—that
shrinks in the path of duty—that slinks
away unarmed and powerless, when it should be nerved
and ready for the righteous battle. Where are
the generous sentiments—the splendid outbursts—the
fervid eloquence with which Michael Allcraft was wont
to greet the recital of any one short history of oppression
and dishonesty? Where are they now, in the first
moments of real danger, whilst his own soul is busy
with designs as base as they are cowardly? Nothing
is easier for a loquacious person than to talk.
How glibly Michael could declaim against mankind before
the fascinating Margaret, we have seen; how feelingly
against the degenerate spirit of commerce, and the
back-slidings of all professors of religion.
Surely, he who saw and so well depicted the vices of
the age, was prepared for adversity and its temptations!
Not he, nor any man who prefers to be the slave of
impulse rather than the child of reason. After
a day’s deliberation, he had resolved upon two
things—first, not to expose himself to
the pity or derision of men, as it might chance to
be, by proclaiming the insolvency of his deceased
father and secondly, not to risk the loss of Margaret,
by acknowledging himself to be a beggar. His
father had told him—he remembered the words
well that she was induced to name the wedding-day,
only upon receiving the assurance of his independence.