matters.” Things take ugly shapes in the
dark; a tree, an object of grace add beauty in the
meridian sun, is a giant spectre in the gloom of night.
Thoughts of death are bolder and more startling on
the midnight pillow than in the noonday walk.
Our vices, which are the pastime of the drawing-room,
become the bugbears of the silent bedchamber.
Margaret, when she would have slept, was haunted by
reproaches, which waited until then to agitate and
frighten her. A sense of impropriety and sinfulness
started in her bosom, and convicted her of an offence—unpardonable
in her sight—against the blessed memory
of Mildred. She could not deny it, Michael Allcraft
had created on her heart a favourable impression—one
that must be obliterated at once and for ever, if
she hoped for happiness, for spiritual repose.
She had listened to his impassioned tones with real
delight; had gazed upon his bright and beaming countenance,
until her eyes had stolen away the image, and fixed
it on her heart. Not a year had elapsed since
the generous Mildred had been committed to the earth,
and could she so soon rebel—so easily forget
his princely conduct, and permit his picture to be
supplanted in her breast? Oh, impossible!
It was a grievous fault. She acknowledged it with
her warm tears, and vowed (Margaret was disposed to
vow—too readily on most occasions) that
she would rise reproved; repentant, and faithful to
her duty. Yes, and the earnest creature leapt
from her couch, and prayed for strength and help to
resist the sore temptation; nor did she visit it again
until she felt the strong assurance that her victory
was gained, and her future peace secured. It
is greatly to be feared that the majority of persons
who make resolutions, imagine that all their work is
done the instant the virtuous determination is formed.
Now, the fact is, that the real work is not even begun;
and if exertion be suspended at the point at which
it is most needed, the resolute individual is in greater
danger of miscarriage than if he had not resolved
at all, but had permitted things to take their own
course and natural direction. I do believe that
Margaret received Michael on the following day without
deeming it in the slightest degree incumbent upon
her to act upon the offensive. She established
herself behind her decision and her prayers, and, relying
upon such fortifications, would not permit the idea
of danger. A child might have prophesied the
result. Michael was always at her side—Margaret’s
departure from the cottage was postponed day after
day. The youth, who in truth ardently and truly
loved the gentle widow, had no joy away from her.
He supplied her with books, the choice of which did
credit to his refinement and good taste. Sometimes
she perused them alone—sometimes he read
aloud to her. His own hand culled her flowers,
and placed the offering on her table. He met
her in her walks—he taught her botany—he
sketched her favourite views—he was devoted
to her, heart and soul. And she—but