She wept abundantly, almost unceasingly; but she dwelt
constantly on the unseen world, seeking for passages
in the Bible which speak of the happy state of the
righteous. She was enabled to rejoice in the rest
upon which her beloved ones had entered, and in a
wonderful manner to realize the blessedness of their
lot.” Her other children gathered around
her at Walmer, anxious to comfort her, and be themselves
comforted by her in this succession of bereavements.
She had been such a tower of strength to all her family,
in the years which had gone, that they almost instinctively
clustered around her now with the old trustful, yearning
devotion; but she was, although firm in spirit, so
frail in body as to be like the trembling ivy requiring
the most constant and tender support. Writing
in her journal about this time, Mrs. Fry thus expressed
her feelings: “Sorrow upon sorrow!
The trial is almost inexpressible. Oh! dear Lord,
keep thy unworthy servant in this time of severe trial;
keep me sound in faith and clear in mind, and be very
near to us all.” Shortly after this entry
a beloved niece died; and, as if the hungry maw of
Death were not yet satisfied, Sir Thomas Fowell Buxton,
her brother-in-law, friend and coadjutor in so many
benevolent schemes, also became a victim. It
is certain that these numerous losses weaned her much
from life; it is also certain that her splendid reasoning
powers gave way for a time, and the infirmity of premature
old age crept over her mind. In this way she
was mercifully kept from being utterly crushed.
Yet, while her mental strength remained, she thought
lovingly of those ladies who had been associated with
her in her philanthropic works and penned a few lines
of parting counsel to them. The following is
the text of the last written communication addressed
by her to the Committee of the Ladies’ British
Society:—
My much-loved friends, amidst many sorrows that have been permitted for me to pass through, and much bodily suffering, I still feel a deep and lively interest in the cause of poor prisoners; and earnest is my prayer that the God of all grace may be very near to help you to be steadfast in the important Christian work of seeking to win the poor wanderers to return, repent and live; that they may know Christ to be their Saviour, Redeemer and hope of glory. May the Holy Spirit direct your steps, strengthen your hearts, and enable you and me to glorify our Holy Head in doing and suffering even unto the end; and when the end comes, through a Saviour’s love and merits, may we be received into glory and everlasting rest and peace.
In the spring of 1845 she paid a last visit to Earlham Hall. She had, with the tenacity of desire peculiar to invalids, longed intensely to behold again the scenes amid which her youth was spent, and to welcome once more those familiar faces yet left in the old home. While there she was several times drawn to the meeting at Norwich, and even spoke on different