And either slept not through
the live-long night,
Or slept in fitful trances,
with a bright,
Fair dream upon their eyelids:
but they rose
In sorrow from the pallet
of repose;
For the dark thought of their
sad destiny
Came o’er them, like
a chasm of the deep sea,
That was to rend their fortunes;
and at eve
They met again, but, silent,
took their leave,
As they did yesterday:
another night,
And neither spake awhile—A
pure delight
Had chasten’d love’s
first blushes: silently
Gazed Julio on the gentle
Agathe—
At length, “Fair Nun!”—She
started, and held fast
Her bright hand on her lip—“the
past, the past,
And the pale future!
There be some that lie
Under those marble urns—I
know not why,
But I were better in that
only calm,
Than be as I have been, perhaps,
and am.
The past!—ay! it
hath perish’d; never, never,
Would I recall it to be blest
for ever:
The future it must come—I
have a vow”—
And his cold hand rose trembling
to his brow.
“True, true, I have
a vow. Is not the moon
Abroad, fair Nun?”—“Indeed!
so very soon?”
Said Agathe, and “I
must then away.”—
“Stay, love! ’tis
early yet; stay, angel, stay!”
But she was gone:—yet
they met many a time
In the lone chapel, after
vesper chime—
They met in love and fear.
One
weary day,
And Julio saw not his loved
Agathe;
She was not in the choir of
sisterhood
That sang the evening anthem,
and he stood
Like one that listen’d
breathlessly awhile;
But stranger voices chanted
through the aisle.
She was not there; and, after
all were gone,
He linger’d: the
stars came—he linger’d on,
Like a dark fun’ral
image on the tomb
Of a lost hope. He felt
a world of gloom
Upon his heart—a
solitude—a chill.
The pale morn rose, and still,
he linger’d still.
And the next vesper toll’d;
nor yet, nor yet—
“Can Agathe be faithless,
and forget?”
It was the third sad eve,
he heard it said,
“Poor Julio! thy Agathe
is dead,”
And started. He had loiter’d
in the train
That bore her to the grave:
he saw her lain
In the cold earth, and heard
a requiem
Sung over her—To
him it was a dream!
A marble stone stood by the
sepulchre;
He look’d, and saw,
and started—she was there!
And Agathe had died; she that
was bright—
She that was in her beauty!
a cold blight
Fell over the young blossom
of her brow.
And the life-blood grew chill—She
is not, now.