He durst not break the vow—he
durst not be
The one he would—and
his heart’s harmony
Became a tide of sorrow.
Even so,
He felt hope die,—in
madness and in woe!
But there came one—and
a most lovely one
As ever to the warm light
of the sun
Threw back her tresses,—a
fair sister girl,
With a brow changing between
snow and pearl,
And the blue eyes of sadness,
fill’d with dew
Of tears,—like
Heaven’s own melancholy blue,—
So beautiful, so tender; and
her form
Was graceful as a rainbow
in a storm,
Scattering gladness on the
face of sorrow—
Oh! I had fancied of
the hues that borrow
Their brightness from the
sun; but she was bright
In her own self,—a
mystery of light!
With feelings tender as a
star’s own hue,
Pure as the morning star!
as true, as true;
For it will glitter in each
early sky,
And her first love be love
that lasteth aye!
And this was Agathe, young
Agathe,
A motherless, fair girl:
and many a day
She wept for her lost parent.
It was sad
To see her infant sorrow;
how she bade
The flow of her wild spirits
fall away
To grief, like bright clouds
in a summer day
Melting into a shower:
and it was sad
Almost to think she might
again be glad,
Her beauty was so chaste,
amid the fall
Of her bright tears.
Yet, in her father’s hall,
She had lived almost sorrowless
her days:
But he felt no affection for
the gaze
Of his fair girl; and when
she fondly smiled,
He bade no father’s
welcome to the child,
But even told his wish, and
will’d it done,
For her to be sad-hearted—and
a nun!
And so it was. She took
the dreary veil,
A hopeless girl! and the bright
flush grew pale
Upon her cheek: she felt,
as summer feels
The winds of autumn and the
winter chills,
That darken his fair suns.—It
was away,
Feeding on dreams, the heart
of Agathe!
The vesper prayers were said,
and the last hymn
Sung to the Holy Virgin.
In the dim,
Gray aisle was heard a solitary
tread,
As of one musing sadly on
the dead—
’Twas Julio; it was
his wont to be
Often alone within the sanctuary;
But now, not so—another:
it was she!
Kneeling in all her beauty,
like a saint
Before a crucifix; but sad
and faint
The tone of her devotion,
as the trill
Of a moss-burden’d,
melancholy rill.
And Julio stood before her;—’twas
as yet
The hour of the pale twilight—and
they met
Each other’s gaze, till
either seem’d the hue
Of deepest crimson; but the
ladye threw
Her veil above her features,
and stole by
Like a bright cloud, with
sadness and a sigh!
Yet Julio still stood gazing
and alone,
A dreamer!—“Is
the sister ladye gone?”
He started at the silence
of the air
That slumber’d over
him—she is not there.