Is there no grave? The quiet sea is nigh,
And I will bury her below the moon;
It may be but a trance or midnight swoon,
And she may wake. Wake, ladye! ha! methought
It was like her—Like her! and is it not?
My angel girl! my brain, my stricken brain!—
I know thee now!—I know myself again.”
He flings him on the ladye,
and anon,
With loathly shudder, from
that wither’d one
Hath torn him back. “Oh
me! no more—no more!
Thou virgin mother! Is
the dream not o’er,
That I have dreamt, but I
must dream again
For moons together, till this
weary brain
Become distemper’d as
the winter sea?
Good father! give me blessing;
let it be
Upon me as the dew upon the
moss.
Oh me! but I have made the
holy cross
A curse, and not a blessing!
let me kiss
The sacred symbol; for, by
this—by this!
I sware, and sware again,
as now I will—
Thou Heaven! if there be bounty
in thee still,
If thou wilt hear, and minister,
and bring
The light of comfort on some
angel wing
To one that lieth lone, do—do
it now;
By all the stars that open
on thy brow
Like silver flowers! and by
the herald moon
That listeth to be forth at
nightly noon,
Jousting the clouds, I swear!
and be it true,
As I have perjured me, that
I renew
Allegiance to thy God, and
bind me o’er
To this same penance, I have
done before!
That night and day I watch,
as I have been
Long watching, o’er
the partner of my sin!
That I taste never the delight
of food,
But these wild shell-fish,
that may make the mood
Of madness stronger, till
it grapple Death—
Despair—Eternity!”
He
saith, he saith,
And, on the jaundiced bosom
of the corse,
Lieth all frenzied; one would
see Remorse,
And hopeless Love, and Hatred,
struggling there,
And Lunacy, that lightens
up Despair,
And makes a gladness out of
agony.
Pale phantom! I would
fear and worship thee,
That hast the soul at will,
and gives it play,
Amid the wildest fancies far
away;
That thronest Reason, on some
wizard throne
Of fairy land, within the
milky zone,—
Some spectre star, that glittereth
beyond
The glorious galaxies of diamond.
Beautiful Lunacy! that shapest
flight
For love to blessed bowers
of delight,
And buildest holy monarchies
within
The fancy, till the very heart
is queen
Of all her golden wishes.
Lunacy!
Thou empress of the passions!
though they be
A sister group of wild, unearthly
forms,
Like lightnings playing in
their home of storms!
I see thee, striking at the
silver strings
Of the pure heart, and holy
music springs
Before thy touch, in many
a solemn strain,
Like that of sea-waves rolling
from the main!