Of exorcisms fell faintly on his ear:—
“I knew thee, father, that thou beest here,
To gaze upon this girl, as I have been.
By yonder moon! it was a frantic sin
To worship so an image of the clay;
It was like beauty—but is now away—
What lived upon her features, like the light
On yonder cloud, all tender and all bright;
But it is faded as the other must,
And she that was all beauty, is all dust.”
“Father! thy hand upon
this brow of mine,
And tell me, is it cold?—But
she will twine
No wreath upon these temples,—never,
never!
For there she lieth, like
a streamless river
That stagnates in its bed.
Feel, feel me, here,
If I be madly throbbing in
the fear
For that cold slimy worm.
Ay! look and see
How dotingly it feeds, how
pleasantly!
And where it is, have been
the living hues
Of beauty, purer than the
very dews.
So, father! seest thou that
yonder moon
Will be on wane to-morrow,
soon and soon?
And I, that feel my being
wear away,
Shall droop beside to darkness;
so, but say
A prayer for the dead, when
I am gone,
And let the azure tide that
floweth on
Cover us lightly with its
murmuring surf
Like a green sward of melancholy
turf.
Thou mayest, if thou wilt,
thou mayest rear
A cenotaph on this lone island
here,
Of some rude mossy stone,
below a tree,
And carve an olden rhyme for
her and me
Upon its brow.”
He
bends, and gazes yet
Before his ghastly bride!
the anchoret
Sate by him, and hath press’d
a cross of wood
To his wan lips.
* * * * *
“My son! look up and tell thy dismal tale.
Thou seemest cold, and sorrowful, and pale.
Alas! I fear but thou hast strangely been
A child of curse, and misery, and sin.
And this—is she thy sister?”—“Nay! my bride.”
“A nun! and thou:”—“True, true! but then she died,
And was a virgin, and is virgin still,
Chaste as the moon, that taketh her pure fill
Of light from the great sun. But now, go by,
And leave me to my madness, or to die!
This heart, this brain are sore.—Come, come, and fold
Me round, ye hydra billows! wrapt in gold,
That are so writhing your eternal gyres
Before the moon, which, with a myriad tiars
Is crowning you, as ye do fall and kiss
Her pearly feet, that glide in blessedness!
Let me be torture-eaten, ere I die!
Let me be mangled sore with agony!
And be so cursed, so stricken by the spell
Of my heart’s frenzy, that a living hell
Be burning there!—Back! back! if thou art mad—
Methought thou wast, but thou art only sad.
Is this thy child, old man? look, look, and see!
In truth it is a piteous thing for thee