Ah me! but this is never the
fair girl,
With brow of light, as lovely
as a pearl,
That was as beautiful as is
the form
Of sea-bird at the breaking
of a storm.
The eye is open, with convulsive
strain—
A most unfleshly orb! the
stars that wane
Have nothing of its hue; for
it is cast
With sickly blood, and terribly
aghast!
And sunken in its socket,
like the light
Of a red taper in the lonely
night!
And there is not a braid of
her bright hair
But lieth floating in the
moonlight air,
Like the long moss, beside
a silver spring,
In elfin tresses, sadly murmuring.
The worm hath ’gan to
crawl upon her brow—
The living worm! and with
a ripple now,
Like that upon the sea, are
heard below,
The slimy swarms all ravening
as they go,
Amid the stagnate vitals,
with a rush;
And one might hear them echoing
the hush
Of Julio, as he watches by
the side
Of the dead ladye, his betrothed
bride!
And, ever and anon, a yellow
group
Was creeping on her bosom,
like a troop
Of stars, far up amid the
galaxy,
Pale, pale, as snowy showers;
and two or three
Were mocking the cold finger,
round and round,
With likeness of a ring; and,
as they wound
About its bony girth, they
had the hue
Of pearly jewels glistering
in dew.
That deathly stare! it is
an awful thing
To gaze upon; and sickly thoughts
will spring
Before it to the heart:
it telleth how
There must be waste where
there is beauty now.
The chalk! the chalk! where
was the virgin snow
Of that once heaving bosom!—even
so,—
The cold pale dewy chalk,
with yellow shade
Amid the leprous hues; and
o’er it played
The straggling moonlight,
and the merry breeze,
Like two fair elves, that,
by the murmuring seas,
Woo’d smilingly together;
but there fell
No life-gleam on the brow,
all terrible
Becoming, through its beauty,
like a cloud
That waneth paler even than
a shroud,
All gorgeous and all glorious
before;
For waste, like to the wanton
night, was o’er
Her virgin features, stealing
them away—
Ah me! ah me! and this is
Agathe?
“Enough! enough!
Oh God! but I have pray’d
To thee, in early daylight
and in shade,
And the mad curse is on me
still—and still!
I cannot alter the Eternal
will—
But—but—I
hate thee, Agathe! I hate
What lunacy hath bade me consecrate:
I am not mad!—not
now!—I do not feel
That slumberous and blessed
opiate steal
Up to my brain—Oh!
that it only would,
To people this eternal solitude
With fancies, and fair dreams,
and summer mirth,
Which is not now—And
yet, my mother earth,
I would not love to lie above