Life of Lord Byron, Vol. II eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 344 pages of information about Life of Lord Byron, Vol. II.

Life of Lord Byron, Vol. II eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 344 pages of information about Life of Lord Byron, Vol. II.
from Wm. Harness, and you are silent; certes, you are not a schoolboy.  However, I have the consolation of knowing that you are better employed, viz. reviewing.  You don’t deserve that I should add another syllable, and I won’t.  Yours, &c.

     “P.S.—­I only wait for your answer to fix our meeting.”

* * * * *

LETTER 81.  TO MR. HARNESS.

     “8.  St. James’s Street, Dec. 15. 1811.

“I wrote you an answer to your last, which, on reflection, pleases me as little as it probably has pleased yourself.  I will not wait for your rejoinder; but proceed to tell you, that I had just then been greeted with an epistle of * ’s, full of his petty grievances, and this at the moment when (from circumstances it is not necessary to enter upon) I was bearing up against recollections to which _his_ imaginary sufferings are as a scratch to a cancer.  These things combined, put me out of humour with him and all mankind.  The latter part of my life has been a perpetual struggle against affections which embittered the earliest portion; and though I flatter myself I have in a great measure conquered them, yet there are moments (and this was one) when I am as foolish as formerly.  I never said so much before, nor had I said this now, if I did not suspect myself of having been rather savage in my letter, and wish to inform you thus much of the cause.  You know I am not one of your dolorous gentlemen:  so now let us laugh again.
“Yesterday I went with Moore to Sydenham to visit Campbell.[38] He was not visible, so we jogged homeward, merrily enough.  To-morrow I dine with Rogers, and am to hear Coleridge, who is a kind of rage at present.  Last night I saw Kemble in Coriolanus;—­he _was glorious_, and exerted himself wonderfully.  By good luck I got an excellent place in the best part of the house, which was more than overflowing.  Clare and Delawarre, who were there on the same speculation, were less fortunate.  I saw them by accident,—­we were not together.  I wished for you, to gratify your love of Shakspeare and of fine acting to its fullest extent.  Last week I saw an exhibition of a different kind in a Mr. Coates, at the Haymarket, who performed Lothario in a _damned_ and damnable manner.
“I told you the fate of B. and H. in my last.  So much for these sentimentalists, who console themselves in their stews for the loss—­the never to be recovered loss—­the despair of the refined attachment of a couple of drabs!  You censure _my_ life, Harness,—­when I compare myself with these men, my elders and my betters, I really begin to conceive myself a monument of prudence—­a walking statue—­without feeling or failing; and yet the world in general hath given me a proud pre-eminence over them in profligacy.  Yet I like the men, and, God knows, ought not to condemn their aberrations.  But I own I feel provoked when
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