change, adventure, anything to take him out of his
past, he enlisted in the cavalry, and was speedily
drafted to the ——th, which was just
starting forth on a stirring summer campaign.
He was a fine horseman, a fine shot, a man who instantly
attracted the notice of his officers: the campaign
was full of danger, adventure, rapid and constant
marching, and before he knew it or dreamed it possible
he had become deeply interested in his new life.
Only in the monotony of a month or two in garrison
that winter did the service seem intolerable.
His comrades were rough, in the main, but thoroughly
good-hearted, and he soon won their esteem. The
spring sent them again into the field; another stirring
campaign, and here he won his stripes, and words of
praise from the lips of a veteran general officer,
as well as the promise of future reward; and then the
love of soldierly deeds and the thirst for soldierly
renown took firm hold in his breast. He began
to turn towards the mother and father who had been
wrapped up in his future,—who loved him
so devotedly. He was forgetting his early and
passionate love, and the bitter sorrow of her death
was losing fast its poignant power to steel him against
his kindred. He knew they could not but be proud
of the record he had made in the ranks of the gallant
——th, and then he shrank and shivered
when he recalled the dreadful words of his curse.
He had made up his mind to write, implore pardon for
his hideous and unfilial language, and invoke their
interest in his career, when, returning to Fort Raines
for supplies, he picked up a New York paper in the
reading-room and read the announcement of his father’s
death, “whose health had been broken ever since
the disappearance of his only son, two years before.”
The memory of his malediction had, indeed, come home
to him, and he fell, stricken by a sudden and unaccountable
blow. It seemed as though his heart had given
one wild leap, then stopped forever. Things did
not go so well after this. He brooded over his
words, and believed that an avenging God had launched
the bolt that killed the father as punishment to the
stubborn and recreant son. He then bethought
him of his mother, of pretty Alice, who had loved
him so as a little girl. He could not bring himself
to write, but through inquiries he learned that the
house was closed and that they had gone abroad.
He plodded on in his duties a trying year: then
came more lively field-work and reviving interest.
He was forgetting entirely the sting of his first
great sorrow, and mourning gravely the gulf he had
placed ’twixt him and his. He thought time
and again of his cruel words, and something began
to whisper to him he must see that mother again at
once, kiss her hand, and implore her forgiveness,
or she, too, would be stricken suddenly. He saved
up his money, hoping that after the summer’s
rifle-work at Sibley he might get a furlough and go
East; and the night he arrived at the fort, tired with
his long railway-journey and panting after a long and