with her, the woman to whom he had lied in word, while
she to whom he had lied in word and deed was going
from him, not to return until the german, and even
then he planned treachery. He meant to lead with
Alice Renwick and claim that it
must be with
the colonel’s daughter because the ladies of
the garrison were the givers. Then, he knew,
Nina would not come at all, and, possibly, might quarrel
with him on that ground. What could have been
an easier solution of his troublous predicament?
She would break their secret engagement; he would
refuse all reconciliation, and be free to devote himself
to Alice. But all these grave complications had
arisen. Alice would not come. Nina wrote
demanding that he should lead with her, and that he
should meet her at St. Croix; and then came the crash.
He owed his safety to her self-sacrifice, and now
must give up all hope of Alice Renwick. He had
accepted the announcement of their engagement.
He
could not do less, after all that had happened
and the painful scene at their parting. And yet
would it not be a blessing to her if he were killed?
Even now in his self-abnegation and misery he did not
fully realize how mean he was,—how mean
he seemed to others. He resented in his heart
what Sloat had said of him but the day before, little
caring whether he heard it or not: “It
would be a mercy to that poor girl if Jerrold were
killed. He will break her heart with neglect,
or drive her mad with jealousy, inside of a year.”
But the regiment seemed to agree with Sloat.
And so in all that little band of comrades he could
call no man friend. One after another he looked
upon the unconscious faces, cold and averted in the
oblivion of sleep, but not more cold, not more distrustful,
than when he had vainly sought among them one relenting
glance in the early moonlight that battle eve in bivouac.
He threw his arms upward, shook his head with hopeless
gesture, then buried his face in the sleeves of his
rough campaign overcoat and strode blindly from their
midst.
Early in the morning, an hour before daybreak, the
shivering out-post crouching in a hollow to the southward
catch sight of two dim figures shooting suddenly up
over a distant ridge,—horsemen, they know
at a glance,—and these two come loping
down the moonlit trail over which two nights before
had marched the cavalry speeding to the rescue, over
which in an hour the regiment itself must be on the
move. Old campaigners are two of the picket,
and they have been especially cautioned to be on the
lookout for couriers coming back along the trail.
They spring to their feet, in readiness to welcome
or repel, as the sentry rings out his sharp and sudden
challenge.
“Couriers from the corral,” is the jubilant
answer. “This Colonel Maynard’s outfit?”
“Ay, ay, sonny,” is the unmilitary but
characteristic answer. “What’s your
news?”
“Got there in time, and saved what’s left
of ’em; but it’s a hell-hole, and you
fellows are wanted quick as you can come,—thirty
miles ahead. Where’s the colonel?”