men who were simple of heart, single in purpose and
ambition, diverse in characteristics, but unanimous
in one trait,—no meanness could live among
them; and Jerrold’s heart sank within him, colder,
lower, stonier than before, as he looked from face
to face and cast up mentally the sum of each man’s
character. His hospitality had been boundless,
his bounty lavish; one and all they had eaten of his
loaf and drunk of his cup; but was there among them
one who could say of him, “He is generous and
I stand his friend”? Was there one of them,
one of theirs, for whom he had ever denied himself
a pleasure, great or small? He looked at poor
old Gray, with his wrinkled, anxious face, and thought
of his distress of mind. Only a few thousands—not
three years’ pay—had the veteran
scraped and saved and stored away for his little girl,
whose heart was aching with its first cruel sorrow,—his
work, his undoing, his cursed, selfish greed
for adulation, his reckless love of love. The
morrow’s battle, if it came, might leave her
orphaned and alone, and, poor as it was, a father’s
pitying sympathy could not be her help with the coming
year. Would Gray mourn him if the fortune of
war made him the victim? Would any one
of those averted faces look with pity and regret upon
his stiffening form? Would there be any one on
earth to whom his death would be a sorrow, but Nina?
Would it even be a blow to her? She loved him
wildly, he knew that; but would she did she
but dream the truth? He knew her nature well.
He knew how quickly such burning love could turn to
fiercest hate when convinced that the object was utterly
untrue. He had said nothing to her of the photograph,
nothing at all of Alice except to protest time and
again that his attentions to her were solely to win
the good will of the colonel’s family and of
the colonel himself, so that he might be proof against
the machinations of his foes. And yet had he
not, that very night on which he crossed the stream
and let her peril her name and honor for one stolen
interview—had he not gone to her exultant
welcome with a traitorous knowledge gnawing at his
heart? That very night, before they parted at
the colonel’s door had he not lied to Alice Renwick?—had
he not denied the story of his devotion to Miss Beaubien,
and was not his practised eye watching eagerly the
beautiful dark face for one sign that the news was
welcome, and so precipitate the avowal trembling on
his lips that it was her he madly loved,—not
Nina? Though she hurriedly bade him good-night,
though she was unprepared for any such announcement,
he well knew that Alice Renwick’s heart fluttered
at the earnestness of his manner, and that he had
indicated far more than he had said. Fear—not
love—had drawn him to Nina Beaubien that
night, and hope had centred on her more beautiful
rival, when the discoveries of the night involved
him in the first trembling symptoms of the downfall
to come. And he was to have spent the morning