to turn one’s thoughts to a good man and a dear
friend. I have, therefore, taken up the pen to
write to you. And, first, let me thank you (which
I ought to have done long ago, and should have done,
but that I knew I had a licence from you to procrastinate)
for your most acceptable present of Coleridge’s
portrait, welcome in itself, and more so as coming
from you. It is as good a resemblance as I expect
to see of Coleridge, taking it all together, for I
consider C.’s as a face absolutely impracticable.
Mrs. Wordsworth was overjoyed at the sight of the
print; Dorothy and I much pleased. We think it
excellent about the eyes and forehead, which are the
finest parts of C.’s face, and the general contour
of the face is well given; but, to my sister and me,
it seems to fail sadly about the middle of the face,
particularly at the bottom of the nose. Mrs. W.
feels this also; and my sister so much, that, except
when she covers the whole of the middle of the face,
it seems to her so entirely to alter the expression,
as rather to confound than revive in her mind the remembrance
of the original. We think, as far as mere likeness
goes, Hazlitt’s is better; but the expression
in Hazlitt’s is quite dolorous and funereal;
that in this is much more pleasing, though certainly
falling far below what one would wish to see infused
into a picture of C. Mrs. C. received a day or two
ago a letter from a friend who had letters from Malta,
not from Coleridge, but a Miss Stoddart, who is there
with her brother. These letters are of the date
of the fifth of March, and speak of him as looking
well and quite well, and talking of coming home, but
doubtful whether by land or sea.
I have the pleasure to say, that I finished my poem
about a fortnight ago. I had looked forward to
the day as a most happy one; and I was indeed grateful
to God for giving me life to complete the work, such
as it is. But it was not a happy day for me;
I was dejected on many accounts: when I looked
back upon the performance, it seemed to have a dead
weight about it,—the reality so far short
of the expectation. It was the first long labour
that I had finished; and the doubt whether I should
ever live to write The Recluse,’ and the sense
which I had of this poem being so far below what I
seemed capable of executing, depressed me much; above
all, many heavy thoughts of my poor departed brother
hung upon me, the joy which I should have had in showing
him the manuscript, and a thousand other vain fancies
and dreams. I have spoken of this, because it
was a state of feeling new to me, the occasion being
new. This work may be considered as a sort of
portico to ’The Recluse,’ part of
the same building, which I hope to be able, ere long,
to begin with in earnest; and if I am permitted to
bring it to a conclusion, and to write, further, a
narrative poem of the epic kind, I shall consider
the task of my life as over. I ought to add, that
I have the satisfaction of finding the present poem
not quite of so alarming a length as I apprehended.