which I merely listened to when he was here to avoid
squabbles and sermons; but I have occasion for
the principal, and had never any serious idea
of appropriating it otherwise than to answer
my personal expenses. Hobhouse’s wish is,
if possible, to force me back to England[25]:
he will not succeed; and if he did, I would not
stay. I hate the country, and like this; and all
foolish opposition, of course, merely adds to
the feeling. Your silence makes me doubt
the success of Canto fourth. If it has failed,
I will make such deduction as you think proper
and fair from the original agreement; but I could
wish whatever is to be paid were remitted to
me, without delay, through the usual channel, by course
of post.
“When I tell you that I have not heard a word from England since very early in May, I have made the eulogium of my friends, or the persons who call themselves so, since I have written so often and in the greatest anxiety. Thank God, the longer I am absent, the less cause I see for regretting the country or its living contents. I am yours,” &c.
[Footnote 25: Deeply is it, for many reasons, to be regretted that this friendly purpose did not succeed.]
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LETTER 319. TO MR. MURRAY.
“Venice, July 10. 1818.
“I have received
your letter and the credit from Morlands, &c. for
whom I have also drawn
upon you at sixty days’ sight for the
remainder, according
to your proposition.
“I am still waiting in Venice, in expectancy of the arrival of Hanson’s clerk. What can detain him, I do not know; but I trust that Mr. Hobhouse, and Mr. Kinnaird, when their political fit is abated, will take the trouble to enquire and expedite him, as I have nearly a hundred thousand pounds depending upon the completion of the sale and the signature of the papers.
“The draft on
you is drawn up by Siri and Willhalm. I hope that
the form is correct.
I signed it two or three days ago, desiring
them to forward it to
Messrs. Morland and Ransom.
“Your projected editions for November had better be postponed, as I have some things in project, or preparation, that may be of use to you, though not very important in themselves. I have completed an Ode on Venice, and have two Stories, one serious and one ludicrous (a la Beppo), not yet finished, and in no hurry to be so.
“You talk of the letter to Hobhouse being much admired, and speak of prose. I think of writing (for your full edition) some Memoirs of my life, to prefix to them, upon the same model (though far enough, I fear, from reaching it) of Gifford, Hume, &c.; and this without any intention of making disclosures or remarks upon living people, which would be unpleasant to them: but I think it might be done, and well done. However,