moors which lay not many miles from our dirty black
town. But this year, on this very sunshiny morning,
he had announced at breakfast that he could not let
us go to what we called our moor-home. He had
even added insult to injury by expressing his thankfulness
that we were all in good health, so that the change
was not a matter of necessity. I was too indignant
to speak, and rushed upstairs into the nursery, where
my little sister had also taken refuge. She was
always very gentle and obedient (provokingly so, I
thought), and now she sat rocking her doll on her
knee in silent sorrow, whilst I stood kicking her
chair and grumbling in a tone which it was well the
doll could not hear, or rocking would have been of
little use. I took pleasure in trying to make
her as angry as myself. I reminded her how lovely
the purple moors were looking at that moment, how
sweet heather smelt, and how good bilberries tasted.
I said I thought it was “very hard.”
It wasn’t as if we were always paying visits,
as many children did, to their country relations;
we had only one treat in the year, and father wanted
to take that away. Not a soul in the town, I said,
would be as unfortunate as we were. The children
next door would go somewhere, of course. So would
the little Smiths, and the Browns, and
everybody.
Everybody else went to the sea in the autumn; we were
contented with the moors, and he wouldn’t even
let us go there. And, at the end of every burst
of complaint, I discharged a volley of kicks at the
leg of the chair, and wound up with “I can’t
think why he can’t!”
“I don’t know,” said my sister,
timidly, “but he said something about not affording
it, and spending money, and about trade being bad,
and he was afraid there would be great distress in
the town.”
Oh, these illogical women! I was furious.
“What on earth has that to do with us?”
I shouted at her. “Father’s a doctor;
trade won’t hurt him. But you are so silly,
Minnie, I can’t talk to you. I only know
it’s very hard. Fancy staying a whole year
boxed up in this beastly town!” And I had so
worked myself up that I fully believed in the truth
of the sentence with which I concluded—
“There never WAS anything so miserable!”
Minnie said nothing, for my feelings just then were
something like those of the dogs who (Dr. Watts tells
us)
“delight
To
bark and bite;”
and perhaps she was afraid of being bitten. At
any rate, she held her tongue; and just then my father
came into the room.
The door was open, and he must have heard my last
speech as he came along the passage; but he made no
remark on it, and only said, “Would any young
man here like to go with me to see a patient?”
I went willingly, for I was both tired and half-ashamed
of teasing Minnie, and we were soon in the street.
It was a broad and cheerful one, as I said; but before
long we left it for a narrower, and then turned off
from that into a side street, where the foot-path would
only allow us to walk in single file—a dirty,
dark lane, where surely the sun never did shine.