He came presently to a well-known undertaker’s, and, stepping in, felt more than ever the borderland-sense.  In this silent house of sadness men stepped quietly, gravely, decorously, and served you with courteous sympathy.  What was the name of the man who rowed his boat on the River Styx?  Yes!  Charon!  These wise-eyed grave men who continually plied their oars between two worlds!  How did they look on life?  Were they hardened to their task?  Was their gentle gravity all acting?  Did earthly things appeal to them?  How could they bear it all, this continual settled sadness about the place!  The awful hush!  The tear-stained faces!  The heavy breath of flowers!  Not all the lofty marble arches, and beauty of surroundings, not all the soft music of hidden choirs and distant organ up in one of the halls above where a service was even then in progress, could take away the fact of death; the settled, final fact of death!  One moment here upon the curbstone, golden hair afloat, eyes alight with joyous greeting, voice of laughter; the next gone, irrevocably gone, “and the place thereof shall know it no more,” Where had he heard those words?  Strange, sad house of death!  Strange, uncertain life to live.  Resurrection!  Where had he caught that word in carven letters twined among lilies above the marble staircase?  Resurrection!  Yes, there would need to be if there was to be any hope ever in this world!

It was a strange duty he had to perform, strange indeed for a college boy to whom death had never come very close since he had been old enough to understand.  It came to him to wonder what the fellows would say If they could see him here.  He felt half a grudge toward Wittemore for having let him in for all this.  Poor Wittemore!  By this time to-morrow night Wittemore might be doing this same service for his own mother!

Death!  Death!  Death!  Everywhere!  It seemed as if everybody was dying!

He made selections with a memory of the girl’s beautiful, refined face.  He chose simple things and everything all white.  He asked about details and gave directions so that everything would move in an orderly manner, with nothing to annoy.  He even thought to order flowers, valley-lilies, and some bright rosebuds, not too many to make her feel under obligation.  He took out his check-book and paid for the whole thing, arranging that the girl should not know how much it all really cost, and that a small sum might be paid by her as she was able, to be forwarded by the firm to him; this to make her feel entirely comfortable about it all.

As he went out into the street again a great sense of weariness came over him.  He had lived—­how many years had he lived!—­in experience since he left the university at half past five o’clock?  How little his past life looked to him as he surveyed it from the height he had just climbed.  Life!  Life was not all basket-ball, and football, and dances, and fellowships, and frats. and honors!  Life was full of sorrow, and bounded on every hand by death!  The walk from where he was up to the university looked like an impossibility.  There was a store up in the next block where he was known.  He could get a check cashed and ride.