“Breathes there
the man, with soul so dead,
Who never to himself
hath said,”—
It seems impossible to us that anybody ever heard this for the first time; but all these fellows did then, and poor Nolan himself went on, still unconsciously or mechanically,—
“This is my own, my native land!”
Then they all saw that something was to pay; but he expected to get through, I suppose, turned a little pale, but plunged on,—
“Whose heart hath
ne’er within him burned,
As home his footsteps
he hath turned
From wandering on a
foreign strand?—
If such there breathe,
go, mark him well,”—
By this time the men were all beside themselves, wishing there was any way to make him turn over two pages; but he had not quite presence of mind for that; he gagged a little, colored crimson, and staggered on,—
“For him no minstrel
raptures swell;
High though his titles,
proud his name,
Boundless his wealth
as wish can claim,
Despite these titles,
power, and pelf,
The wretch, concentred
all in self,”—
and here the poor fellow choked, could not go on, but started up, swung the book into the sea, vanished into his state-room, “And by Jove,” said Phillips, “we did not see him for two months again. And I had to make up some beggarly story to that English surgeon why I did not return his Walter Scott to him.”
That story shows about the time when Nolan’s braggadocio must have broken down. At first, they said, he took a very high tone, considered his imprisonment a mere farce, affected to enjoy the voyage, and all that; but Phillips said that after he came out of his state-room he never was the same man again. He never read aloud again, unless it was the Bible or Shakespeare, or something else he was sure of. But it was not that merely. He never entered in with the other young men exactly as a companion again. He was always shy afterwards, when I knew him,—very seldom spoke, unless he was spoken to, except to a very few friends. He lighted up occasionally,—I remember late in his life hearing him fairly eloquent on something which had been suggested to him by one of Fléchier’s sermons,—but generally he had the nervous, tired look of a heart-wounded man.