—Bless God for
the wisdom that curtains so tight
To-morrow’s enjoyments
or griefs from our sight!
Bless God for the ignorance,
darkness and doubt,
That girdle so kindly our
future about!
The crutches are brought,
and the invalid’s strength
Is able to measure the lawn’s
gravel’d length;
And under the beeches, once
more he reclines,
And hears the wind plaintively
moan through the pines;
His children around him, with
frolic and play,
Cheat autumn’s mild
listlessness out of the day;
And Alice, the sunshine all
flecking her book,
Reads low to the chime of
the murmuring brook.
But the world’s rushing
tide washes up to his feet,
And leaps the soft barriers
that bound his retreat;
The tumult of camps surges
out on the breeze,
And ever seems mocking his
Capuan ease.
He dare not be happy, or tranquil,
or blest,
While his soil by the feet
of invaders is prest:
What brooks it though still
he be pale as a ghost?
—If he languish
or fail, let him fail at his post.
The gums by the brook-side
are crimson and brown;
The leaves of the ash flicker
goldenly down;
The roses that trellis the
porches, have lost
Their brightness and bloom
at the touch of the frost;
The ozier-twined seat by the
beeches, no more
Looks tempting, and cheerful,
and sweet, as of yore;
The water glides darkly and
mournfully on,
As Alice sits watching it:—Douglass
has gone!
IV.
“I am weary and worn,—I
am hungry and chill,
And cuttingly strikes the
keen blast o’er the hill;
All day I have ridden through
snow and through sleet,
With nothing,—not
even a cracker to eat;
But now, as I rest by the
bivouac fire,
Whose blaze leaps up merrily,
higher and higher,
Impatient as Roland, who neighs
to be fed,—
For Caleb to bring me my bacon
and bread,—
I’ll warm my cold heart,
that is aching and lone,
By thinking of you, love,—my
Alice,—my own!
“I turn a deaf ear to
the scream of the wind,
I leave the rude camp and
the forest behind;
And Beechenbrook, wrapped
in its raiment of white,
Is tauntingly filling my vision
to-night.
I catch my sweet little ones’
innocent mirth,
I watch your dear face, as
you sit at the hearth;
And I know, by the tender
expression I see,
I know that my darling is
musing of me.
Does her thought dim the blaze?—Does
it shed through the room
A chilly, unseen, and yet
palpable gloom?
Ah! then we are equal! You
share all my pain,
And I halve your blessedness
with you again!