And sometimes, when Alice
is wetting his lip,
He turns from the draught,
and refuses to sip:
—“’Tis
sweet, pretty angel!—but yonder there lies
A famishing comrade, with
death in his eyes:
His need is far greater,...
Sir Philip, I think,—
Or was it Sir Philip?... go,
go!—let him drink!”
And oft, with a sort of bewildered
amaze,
On her face he would fasten
the wistfullest gaze:
—“You are
kind, but a hospital nurse cannot be
Like Alice,—my
tenderest Alice,—to me.
Oh! I know there’s
at Beechenbrook, many a tear,
As she asks all the day,—’Will
he never be here?’”
But Nature, kind healer! brings
sovereignest balm,
And strokes the wild pulses
with coolness and calm;
The conflict so equal, so
stubborn, is past,
And life gains the hardly-won
battle at last.
How sweet through the long
convalescence to lie,
And from the low window, gaze
out at the sky,
And float, as the zephyrs
so tranquilly do,
Aloft in the depths of ineffable
blue:—
In painless, delicious half
consciousness brood,—
No duties to cumber, no claims
to intrude,—
Receptive as childhood, from
trouble as free,
And feel it is bliss enough
simply, to be!
For Alice,—what
pencil can picture her joy,—
So perfect, so thankful, so
free from annoy,
As her lips press the lotus-bound
chalice, and drain
That exquisite blessedness
born out of pain!
Oh! not in her maidenhood,
blushing and sweet,
When Douglass first poured
out his love at her feet;
And not when a shrinking and
beautiful bride,
With worshipping fondness
she clung to his side;
And not in those holiest moments
of life,
When first she was held to
his heart, as his wife;
And never in motherhood’s
earliest bliss,
Had she tasted a happiness
rounded like this!
And Douglass, safe sheltered
from war’s rude alarms,
Finds Eden’s lost precincts
again in her arms:
He hears afar off, in the
distance, the roar
And the lash of the billows
that break on the shore
Of his isle of enchantment,—his
haven of rest,—
And rapturous languor steals
over his breast.
He bathes in the sunlight of Alice’s smiles; He wraps himself round with love’s magical wiles: His sweet iterations pall not on her ear,— “I love you—I love you!”—she never can hear That cadence too often; its musical roll Wakes ever an echoed reply in her soul.
—Do visions of
trial, of warning, of woe,
Loom dark in the future of
doubt? Do they know
They are hiving, of honied
remembrance, a store
To live on, when summer and
sunshine are o’er?
Do they feel that their island
of beauty at last
Must be rent by the tempest,—be
swept by the blast?
Do they dream that afar, on
the wild, wintry main,
Their love-freighted bark
must be driven again?