Through the long summer sunshine
the Cottage is stirred
By passers, who brokenly fling
them a word:
Such tidings of slaughter!
“The enemy cowers;”—
“He breaks!”—“He
is flying!”—“Manassas is ours!”
’Tis evening: and
Archie, alone on the grass,
Sits watching the fire-flies
gleam as they pass,
When sudden he rushes, too
eager to wait,—
“Mamma! there’s
an ambulance stops at the gate!”
Suspense then is past:
he is borne from the field,—
“God help me!...
God grant it be not on his shield!”
And Alice, her passionate
soul in her eyes,
And hope and fear winging
each quicken’d step, flies,—
Embraces, with frantical wildness,
the form
Of her husband, and finds
... it is living, and warm!
III.
Ye, who by the couches of
languishing ones,
Have watched through the rising
and setting of suns,—
Who, silent, behind the close
curtain, withdrawn,
Scarce know that the current
of being sweeps on,—
To whom outer life is unreal,
untrue,
A world with whose moils ye
have nothing to do;
Who feel that the day, with
its multiform rounds,
Is full of discordant, impertinent
sounds,—
Who speak in low whispers,
and stealthily tread,
As if a faint footfall were
something to dread,—
Who find all existence,—its
gladness, its gloom,—
Enclosed by the walls of that
limited room,—
Ye only can measure the sleepless
unrest
That lies like a night-mare
on Alice’s breast.
Days come and days go, and
she watches the strife
So evenly balanced, ’twixt
death and ’twixt life;
Thanks God he still breathes,
as each evening takes wing,
And dares not to think what
the morrow may bring.
In the lone, ghostly midnight,
he raves as he lies,
With death’s ashen pallidness
dimming his eyes:
He shouts the sharp war-cry,—he
rallies his men,—
He is on the red field of
Manassas again.
“Now, courage, my comrades!
Keep steady! lie low!
Wait, like the couch’d
lion, to spring on your foe:
Ye’ll face without flinching
the cannons’ grim mouth,
For ye’re ’Knights
of the Horse-Shoe’—ye’re Sons
of the South!
There’s Jackson!—how
brave he rides! coursing at will,
Midst the prostrated lines
on the crest of the hill;
God keep him! for what will
we do if he falls?
Be ready, good fellows!—be
cool when he calls
To the charge: Oh! we’ll
beat them,—we’ll turn them,—and
then
We’ll ride them down
madly!—On! Onward! my men!”
The feverish frenzy o’erwearies
him soon,
And back on his pillows he
sinks in a swoon.