The boy, with the resolute
nerve of a man,
And a voice which he holds
as serene as he can,
Takes quietly from her the
letter, and reads:—
“Dear Madam,—My
heart in its sympathy bleeds
For the pain that my tidings
must bear you: may God
Most tenderly comfort you,
under His rod!
“This morning, at daybreak,
a terrible charge
Was made on the enemy’s
centre: such large
And fresh reinforcements were
held at his back,
He stoutly and stubbornly
met the attack.
“Our cavalry bore themselves
splendidly:—far
In front of his line galloped
Colonel Dunbar;
Erect in his stirrups,—his
sword flashing high,
And the look of a conqueror
kindling his eye,
His silvery voice rang aloft
through the roar
Of the musketry poured from
the opposite shore:
—’Remember
the Valley!—remember your wives!
And on to your duty, boys!—on—with
your lives!’
“He turned, and he paused,
as he uttered the call—
Then reeled in his seat, and
fell,—pierced by a ball.
“He lives and he breathes
yet:—the surgeons declare,
That the balance is trembling
’twixt hope and despair.
In his blanket he lies, on
the hospital floor,—
So calm, you might deem all
his agony o’er;
And here, as I write, on his
face I can see
An expression whose radiance
is startling to me.
His faith is sublime:—he
relinquishes life,
And craves but one blessing,—to
look on his wife!”
The Chaplain’s recital
is ended:—no word
From Alice’s white,
breathless lips has been heard;
Till, rousing herself from
her passionless woe,
She simply and quietly says—“I
will go.”
There are moments of anguish
so deadly, so deep—
That numbness seems over the
senses to creep,
With interposition, whose
timely relief,
Is an anodyne-draught to the
madness of grief.
Such mercy is meted to Alice;—her
eye
That sees as it saw not, is
vacant and dry:
The billows’ wild fury
sweeps over her soul,
And she bends to the rush
with a passive control.
Through the dusk of the night—through
the glare of the day,
She urges, unconscious, her
desolate way:
One image is ever her vision
before,
—That blanketed
form on the hospital floor!
Her journey is ended; and
yonder she sees
The spot where he lies,
looming white through the trees:
Her torpor dissolves with
a shuddering start,
And a terrible agony clutches
her heart.
The Chaplain advances to meet
her:—he draws
Her silently onward;—no
question—no pause—
Her finger she lays on her
lip;—if she spake,
She knows that the spell that
upholds her, would break.