When fierce and fast-thronging
calamities rush
Resistless as destiny o’er
us, and crush
The life from the quivering
heart till we feel
Like the victim whose body
is broke on the wheel—
When we think we have touched
the far limit at last,
—One throe, and
the point of endurance is passed—
When we shivering hang on
the verge of despair—
There still is capacity left
us to bear.
The storm of the winter, the
smile of the Spring,
No respite, no pause, and
no hopefulness bring;
The demon of carnage still
breathes his hot breath,
And fiercely goes forward
the harvest of death.
Days painfully drag their
slow burden along;
And the pulse that is beating
so steady and strong,
Stands still, as there comes,
from the echoing shore
Of the winding and clear Rappahannock,
the roar
Of conflict so fell, that
the silvery flood
Runs purple and rapid and
ghastly with blood.
—Grand army of
martyrs!—though victory waves
Them onward, her march must
be over their graves:
They feel it—they
know it,—yet steadier each
Close phalanx moves into the
desperate breach:
Their step does not falter—their
faith does not yield,—
For yonder, supreme o’er
the fiercely-fought field,
Erect in his leonine grandeur,
they see
The proud and magnificent
calmness of LEE!
’Tis morn—but
the night has brought Alice no rest:
The roof seems to press like
a weight on her breast;
And she wanders forth, wearily
lifting her eye,
To seek for relief ’neath
the calm of the sky.
The air of the forest is spicy
and sweet,
And dreamily babbles a brook
at her feet;
Her children are ’round
her, and sunshine and flowers,
Try vainly to banish the gloom
of the hours.
With a volume she fain her
wild thoughts would assuage,
But her vision can trace not
a line on the page,
And the poet’s dear
strains, once so soft to her ear,
Have lost all their mystical
power to cheer.
The evening approaches—the
pressure—the woe
Grows drearer and heavier,—yet
she must go,
And stifle between the dead
walls, as she may,
The heart that scarce breathed
in the free, open day.
She reaches the dwelling that
serves as her home;
A horseman awaits at the entrance;—the
foam
Is flecking the sides of his
fast-ridden steed,
Who pants, over-worn with
exhaustion and speed;
And Alice for support to Beverly
clings,
As the soldier delivers the
letter he brings.
Her ashy lips move, but the
words do not come,
And she stands in her whiteness,
bewildered and dumb:
She turns to the letter with
hopeless appeal,
But her fingers are helpless
to loosen the seal:
She lifts her dim eyes with
a look of despair,—
Her hands for a moment are
folded in prayer;
The strength she has sought
is vouchsafed in her need:
—“I think
I can bear it now, Beverly ... read.”