No murmur is uttered—no
lingering sigh
Escapes him;—so
young,—yet so willing to die!
His garment of flesh he has
worn undefiled,
His faith is the beautiful
faith of a child:
He knows that the Crucified
hung on the tree,
That the pathway to bliss
might be open and free:
He believes that the cup has
been drained,—he can find
Not a drop of the wrath that
had filled it,—behind.
If ever a doubt or misgiving
assails,
His finger he puts on the
print of the nails;
If sometimes there springs
an emotion of fear,
He lays his cold hand on the
mark of the spear!
He thinks of his darling,
dead mother;—the light
Of the Heavenly City falls
full on his sight:
And under the rows of the
palms, by the brim
Of the river—he
knows she is waiting for him.
But the present comes back;—and
on Alice’s ear,
Fall whispers like these,
as she pauses to hear:
“Only a private;—and
who will care
When I may pass
away,—
Or how, or why I perish, or
where
I mix with the
common clay?
They will fill my empty place
again,
With another as
bold and brave;
And they’ll blot me
out, ere the Autumn rain
Has freshened
my nameless grave.
Only a private:—it
matters not,
That I did my
duty well;
That all through a score of
battles I fought,
And then, like
a soldier, fell:
The country I died for,—never
will heed
My unrequited
claim;
And history cannot record
the deed,
For she never
has heard my name.
Only a private;—and
yet I know,
When I heard the
rallying call,
I was one of the very first
to go,
And ... I’m
one of the many who fall:
But, as here I lie, it is
sweet to feel,
That my honor’s
without a stain;—
That I only fought for my
Country’s weal,
And not for glory
or gain.
Only a private;—yet
He who reads
Through the guises
of the heart,
Looks not at the splendour
of the deeds,
But the way we
do our part;
And when He shall take us
by the hand,
And our small
service own,
There’ll a glorious
band of privates stand
As victors around
the throne!”
The breath of the morning
is heavy and chill,
And gloomily lower the mists
on the hill:
The winds through the beeches
are shivering low,
With a plaintive and sad miserere
of woe:
A quiet is over the Cottage,—a
dread
Clouds the children’s
sweet faces,—Macpherson is dead!