and a manor house; it was on the edge of the Cashiobury
estate, within which it stood, looking on one side
over its lawn and flower-garden to the grassy slopes
and fine trees of the park, and on the other, across
a road which divided the two properties, to Lord Clarendon’s
place, the Grove. It had been the residence of
Lady Monson before her (second) marriage to Lord Warwick.
Close to it was a pretty cottage, also in the park,
where lived an old Miss M——, often
visited by a young kinswoman of hers, who became another
of my life-long friends. T——
B——, Miss M——’s
niece, was then a beautiful young woman, whose singularly
fine face and sweet and spirited expression bore a
strong resemblance to two eminently handsome people,
my father and Mademoiselle Mars. She and I soon
became intimate companions, though she was several
years my senior. We used to take long rambles
together, and vaguely among my indistinct recollections
of her aunt’s cottage and the pretty woodland
round it, mix sundry flying visions of a light, youthful
figure, that of Lord M——, then hardly
more than a lad, who seemed to haunt the path of his
cousin, my handsome friend, and one evening caused
us both a sudden panic by springing out of a thicket
on us, in the costume of a Harlequin. Some years
after this, when I was about to leave England for
America, I went to take leave of T——
B——. She was to be married the
next day to Lord M——, and was sitting
with his mother, Lady W——, and on
a table near her lay a set of jewels, as peculiar as
they were magnificent, consisting of splendid large
opals set in diamonds, black enamel, and gold....
To return to our Cashiobury walks: T——
B—— and I used often to go together
to visit ladies, the garden round whose cottage overflowed
in every direction with a particular kind of white
and maroon pink, the powerful, spicy odor of which
comes to me, like a warm whiff of summer sweetness,
across all these intervening fifty years. Another
favorite haunt of ours was a cottage (not of gentility)
inhabited by an old man of the name of Foster, who,
hale and hearty and cheerful in extreme old age, was
always delighted to see us, used to give us choice
flowers and fruit out of his tiny garden, and make
me sit and sing to him by the half-hour together in
his honeysuckle-covered porch. After my first
visit to Heath Farm some time elapsed before we went
thither again. On the occasion of our second
visit Mrs. Siddons and my cousin Cecilia were also
Mrs. Kemble’s guests, and a lady of the name
of H—— S——. She
had been intimate from her childhood in my uncle Kemble’s
house, and retained an enthusiastic love for his memory
and an affectionate kindness for his widow, whom she
was now visiting on her return to England. And
so I here first knew the dearest friend I have ever
known. The device of her family is “Haut
et Bon:” it was her description. She
was about thirty years old when I first met her at
Heath Farm; tall and thin, her figure wanted roundness