under these circumstances for myself and my companions.
I have always had rather an inclination for preaching,
of which these exercises were perhaps the origin,
and it is but a few years ago that I received at Saint
Leonard’s a visit from a tottering, feeble old
lady of near seventy, whose name, unheard since, carried
me back to my Paris school-days, and who, among other
memories evoked to recall herself to my recollection,
said, “Oh, don’t you remember how good-natured
you were in writing such nice sermons for me when I
never could write down what I had heard at church?”
Her particular share in these intellectual benefits
conferred by me I did not remember, but I remembered
well and gratefully the sweet, silver-toned voice of
her sister, refreshing the arid atmosphere of our
dreary Sunday evenings with Handel’s holy music.
“I know that my Redeemer liveth,” and “He
shall feed his Flock,” which I heard for the
first time from that gentle schoolmate of mine, recall
her meek, tranquil face and, liquid thread of delicate
soprano voice, even through the glorious associations
of Jenny Lind’s inspired utterance of those
divine songs. These ladies were daughters of
a high dignitary of the English Church, which made
my sermon-writing for their succor rather comical.
Besides these Sunday exercises, we were frequently
taken to week-day services at the Oratoire to hear
some special preacher of celebrity, on which occasions
of devout dissipation Mrs. Rowden always appeared
in the highest state of elation, and generally received
distinguished notice from the clerical hero of the
evening.
I remember accompanying her to hear Mr. Lewis Wade,
a celebrated missionary preacher, who had been to
Syria and the Holy Land, and brought thence observations
on subjects sacred and profane that made his discourses
peculiarly interesting and edifying.
I was also taken to hear a much more impressive preacher,
Mr. Cesar Malan, of Geneva, who addressed a small
and select audience of very distinguished persons,
in a magnificent salon in some great private
house, where every body sat on satin and gilded fauteuils
to receive his admonitions, all which produced a great
effect on my mind—not, however, I think,
altogether religious; but the sermon I heard, and the
striking aspect of the eloquent person who delivered
it, left a strong and long impression on my memory.
It was the first fine preaching I ever heard, and
though I was undoubtedly too young to appreciate it
duly, I was, nevertheless, deeply affected by it,
and it gave me my earliest experience of that dangerous
thing, emotional religion, or, to speak more properly,
religious excitement.