which they originally emanated and into whose bosom
they will return. I cannot now go into all
I think about this, for I have so many other
things to talk about. Since I began this letter
I have heard a report that John is a prisoner,
that he has been arrested and sent to Madrid.
Luckily I do not believe a word of this; if he has
rendered himself obnoxious to the British authorities
in Gibraltar they may have locked him up for
a week or two there, and I see no great harm
in that; but that he should have been delivered to
the Spaniards and sent to Madrid I do not believe,
because I know that the whole revolutionary party
is going to pieces, and that they have neither
the power nor the means to render themselves liable
to such a disagreeable distinction. We expect
him home every day. Only conceive, dear
H——, the ill-fortune that attends
us: my father, or rather the theater, is
involved in six lawsuits I He and my mother are
neither of them quite well; anxiety naturally has
much share in their indisposition.
I learned Beatrice this morning and the whole of it, in an hour, which I tell you because I consider it a feat. I am delighted at the thoughts of acting it; it will be the second part which I shall have acted with real pleasure; Portia is the other, but Beatrice is not nearly so nice. I am to act it next Thursday, when pray think of me.
I do not know whether you have seen anything in the papers about a third theater; we have had much anxiety, vexation, and expense about it, but I have no doubt that Mr. Arnold will carry the question. The great people want a plaything for this season, and have set their hearts upon that. I acted Belvidera to my father’s Jaffier at Brighton; you cannot imagine how great a difference it produced in my acting. Mrs. Siddons and Miss O’Neill had a great advantage over me in their tragic partners. Have you heard that Mr. Hope, the author of “Anastasius,” is just dead? That was a wonderfully clever book, of rather questionable moral effects, I think; the same sort of cynical gloom and discontent which pervade Byron’s writings prevail in that; and I thought it a pity, because in other respects it seems a genuine book, true to life and human nature. A few days before I heard of his death, Mr. Harness was discussing with me a theory of Hope’s respecting the destiny of the human soul hereafter. His notion is that all spirit is after death to form but one whole spiritual existence, a sort of lumping which I object to. I should like always to be able to know myself from somebody else.
I do read the papers sometimes, dear H——, and, whenever I do, I wonder at you and all sensible people who make a daily practice of it; the proceedings of Parliament would make one angry if they did not make one so sad, and some of the debates would seem to me laughable but that I know they are lamentable.
I have just finished
Channing’s essay on Milton, which is
admirable.