about nothing and as full of themselves as if the great
awful sea had not been close beside them.
In fact, I was displeased with the levity of
their deportment, and the contrast of all that fashionable
frivolity with the grandest of all natural objects
seemed to me incongruous and discordant; and I
was so annoyed at finding myself by the sea-side
and yet still surrounded with all the
glare and gayety of London, that I think I wished myself
at the bottom of the cliff and Brighton at the
bottom of the sea. However, we walked on
and on, beyond the Parade, beyond the town, till we
had nothing but the broad open downs to contrast
with the broad open sea, and then I was completely
happy. I gave my muff to my father and my
fur tippet to Dall, for the sun shone powerfully on
the heights, and I walked and ran along the edge
of the cliffs, gazing and pondering, and enjoying
the solemn sound and the brilliant sight, and
the nervous excitement of a slight sense of fear
as I peeped over at the depth below me. From this
diversion, however, my father called me away,
and, to console me for not allowing me to run
the risk of being dashed to pieces, offered to run
a race up a small hill with me, and beat me hollow.
We had walked about four miles when we halted at one of the Preventive Service stations to look about us. The tide had not yet come in, but its usual height when up was indicated, first by a delicate, waving fringe of sea-weed, like very bright green moss, and then, nearer in shore, by an incrustation of chalk washed from the cliffs, which formed a deep embossed silver embroidery along the coast as far as eye could see. The sunshine was dazzling, and its light on the detached masses of milky chalk which lay far beneath us made them appear semi-transparent, like fragments of alabaster or carnelian. I was wishing that I could but get down the cliff, when a worthy sailor appeared toiling up it, and I discovered his winding stair case cut in the great chalk wall, down which I proceeded without further ado. I was a little frightened, for the steps were none of the most regular or convenient, and I felt as if I were hanging (and at an uncomfortable distance from either) between heaven and earth. I got down safe, however, and ran to the water’s edge, danced a galop on one smooth little sand island, waited till the tide, which was coming up, just touched my toes, gave it a kick of cowardly defiance, and then showed it a fair pair of heels and scrambled up the cliff again, very much enchanted with my expedition.
I think a fight with smugglers up that steep staircase at night, with a heavy sea rolling and roaring close under it, would be glorious! When I reached the top my father said it was time to go home, so we returned. The Parade was crowded like Hyde Park in the height of the season [Thackeray called Brighton London-super-Mare], and when once I was out of the crowd and could look down