those who outstripped her, and the laggers who would
fain have fallen a few paces out of the sound of the
dreary parrotry of her inventory of the contents of
each apartment. There was his writing-table and
chair, his dreadnaught suit and thick walking shoes
and staff there in the drawing-room; the table, fitted
like a jeweler’s counter, with a glass cover,
protecting and exhibiting all the royal and precious
tokens of honor and admiration, in the shape of orders,
boxes, miniatures, etc, bestowed on him by the most
exalted worshipers of his genius, hardly to be distinguished
under the thick coat of dust with which the glass
was darkened. Poor Anne Scott’s portrait
looked dolefully down on the strangers staring up at
her, and, a glass door being open to the garden, Mrs.
M—— and myself stepped out for a
moment to recover from the miserable impression of
sadness and desecration the whole thing produced on
us; but the inexorable voice of the housekeeper peremptorily
ordered us to return, as it would be, she said (and
very truly), quite impossible for her to do her duty
in describing the “curiosities” of the
house, if visitors took upon themselves to stray about
in every direction instead of keeping together and
listening to what she was saying. How glad we
were to escape from the sort of nightmare of the affair!
I returned there on another occasion, one of a large
and merry party who had obtained permission to picnic
in the grounds, but who, deterred by the threatening
aspect of the skies from gypsying (as had originally
been proposed) by the side of the Tweed, were allowed,
by Sir Adam Ferguson’s interest with the housekeeper,
to assemble round the table in the dining-room of
Abbotsford. Here, again, the past was so present
with me as to destroy all enjoyment, and, thinking
how I might have had the great good fortune to sit
there with the man who had made the whole place illustrious,
I felt ashamed and grieved at being there then, though
my companions were all kind, merry, good-hearted people,
bent upon their own and each other’s enjoyment.
Sir Adam Ferguson had grown very old, and told no
more the vivid anecdotes of former days; and to complete
my mental discomfort, on the wall immediately opposite
to me hung a strange picture of Mary Stuart’s
head, severed from the trunk and lying on a white
cloth on a table, as one sees the head of John the
Baptist in the charger, in pictures of Herodias’s
daughter. It was a ghastly presentation of the
guillotined head of a pretty but rather common-looking
French woman—a fancy picture which it certainly
would not have been my fancy to have presiding over
my dinner-table.