The Upas Tree eBook

Florence L. Barclay
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 165 pages of information about The Upas Tree.

The Upas Tree eBook

Florence L. Barclay
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 165 pages of information about The Upas Tree.

She smiled, and a look of quiet peace was in her eyes.

“Dick,” she said, “I am not troubled at all about the past.  My whole concern is with the present; my earnest looking forward is to the future.  And remember, that which set me completely free to think only of the present, was when my Ronnie’s soul looked out at me from that strange vision of the past.  I cannot say exactly what I believe.  But I know my entire responsibility is to the present; my hope and confidence are towards the future.  I realise, as I have never realised before, the deep meaning of the words:  ’Lord, Thou hast been our Dwelling-place, in all generations.’  I am content to leave it at that.”

Dick sat silent; sobered, impressed, by a calm confidence of faith, which was new to him.

Then he said:  “Good for you, Helen, that you can take it so.  Personally, I believe in nothing which I cannot fully explain and understand.  ‘Faith,’ in your sense of the word, has no place in my vocabulary.  I was a very small boy when my faith took to itself wings and flew away; and, curiously enough, it was while I was singing lustily, in the village church at Dinglevale:  ’As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be; world without end, Amen’!”

“It will come back again,” said Helen.  “Dick, I know it will come back.  Some day you will come to me and you will say:  ‘It has come back.’  The thrusting hand and the prying finger are the fashion nowadays, I know.  But the grand old faith which will win out in the end, is the faith which stands with clasped hands, in deepest reverence of belief; and, lifting adoring eyes, is not ashamed to say to the revelation of a Risen Christ:  ‘My Lord and my God!’”

Dick stirred uneasily in his chair.

“We have got off the subject,” he said, “and it’s about time we looked up Ronnie.  But, first of all:  how much of all this do you mean to tell Ronnie?”

“Nothing whatever, if I can help it,” replied Helen.  “So far as I know, I hope, after this morning, never to mention the subject again.”

“I think you are wise.  And now let me give you a three-fold bit of advice.  Smash the mirror; burn the chair; brain the Infant!”

Helen laughed.  “No, no, Dick!” she said.  “I can do none of those things.  I must take tenderest care of Ronnie’s Infant.  I have had his valuable old chair carefully mended; and I must not let him think I fear the mirror.”

“You’re a brave woman,” said Dick.  “Believing what you do, you’re a brave woman to live in the house with that mirror.  Or, perhaps, it comes of believing so much.  A certainty of confidence, which asks no questions, must be to some extent a fortifying thing.  By the way, you will remember that the long rigmarole I gave you was not my own explanation, but the expert’s?  Mine is considerably simpler and shorter.  In fact, it can be summed up in three words.”

“What is your explanation, Dick?”

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