John took dinner with his mother, and as they were eating it, Mrs. Hatton said, “I suppose Jane is at Thirsk Hall tonight.”
“Yes,” answered John. “I refused the invitation. I could not think of feasting and dancing with the cry of War and Famine at my door.”
“You are saying too much, John. Neither war nor famine can touch you.”
“If it touches those who work for me and with me, it touches me. I must think of them as well as myself.”
“How is little Martha? I never see her now.”
“Jane keeps her at her own side. She has many fine new ideas about the bringing up of children.”
“Did she take Martha to Thirsk with her?”
“Not likely. I hope not.”
“Hum-m!!”
Towards dusk John rode slowly down the hill. Somehow he had missed the usual tonic of his mother’s company, and Harry’s unexpected expenses troubled him, for it is the petty details of life rather than its great sorrows which fret and irritate the soul. Indeed, to face simple daily duties and trials bravely and cheerfully is the most heroic struggle and the greatest victory the soul can win. That it is generally unwitnessed and unapplauded, that it seldom gains either honor or gratitude, that it is frequently despised and blamed, is not to be regarded. It is the fine tooling or graving on the soul capable of bearing it, of that supreme grace we call character; that grace that makes all the difference between one human being and another that there is between a block of granite and a reach of shifting sand. Every person we meet, has more or less of this quality, and not to be influenced by it is to belong to those hard blocks of humanity whom Carlyle calls formulas and phantoms.
Well, this little incident of Harry’s unexpected extravagance was a line of character-tooling on John’s soul. He felt the first keen touches, was suddenly angry, then passive, and as he rode down the hill, satisfied. Some way or other he felt sure the expense would not interfere with the things so vitally important to him. As he rode through the village he noticed that the Spinners’ Hall was lit up and that there was a mixed sound of song and laughter and loud talking within and as Jane was at Thirsk he alighted at the door of the hall and went in.
On the platform there was one of his own spinners, a lad of seventeen years old. The audience were mostly young men and women, and they were dressed for dancing. A mirthful spirit pervaded the room and the usual order was wanting. The lad speaking appeared to be an object of criticism and amusement rather than of respect but he went on talking in a schoolboy fashion of “the rights of the people.” He was in a West Riding evening-suit, he had a flower in his coat, and a pair of white gloves in his hand.
“Rich people all hev their rights,” he said, “but a poor lad like me can’t spend his hard-earned wage without heving to pay this and that sixpenny claim—”