event. Ask, reader, ask any of your friends to
give an account of some striking occurrence of a year
ago. In ninety-nine cases out of a hundred it
will not tally with yours. You may be wrong or
your friend may be wrong: in either case some
one’s memory has played a trick. In this
book I have omitted many a dozen picturesque touches,
simply because there is no proof of their truth and
every probability that they are false. It is perhaps
enough to remember that the hopes of liberty were
crushed, that Roeckel, Wagner’s assistant and
friend, was taken and afterwards sentenced to a long
term of imprisonment, and that Wagner had to run for
safety. From every point of view it was as well
he got away from Dresden. If he had not got away
he would have shared Roeckel’s martyrdom.
Had the revolution succeeded, a terrible disillusionment
would have been his share of the spoils: the
revolutionists thought a fine opera of no more importance
than did their enemies, and had Richard asked to be
set up in his kingdom he would have quickly found the
defenders of liberty as adroit in evading him and
his claims as any court flunkeys could be. It
was well he got away from Dresden also because, as
he afterwards said, the court livery had grown too
tight for him. He had had a comfortable income,
and had he not been Richard Wagner he might have vegetated
happily, in the Reissiger way, for life. Minna
would have been content. Being Richard Wagner,
he felt his soul strangled; and that Minna had for
some time been worrying about what he might do next
is shown by his remark to a friend—that
other people had their enemies outside their houses:
his enemy sat at his own table.
III
Things had not gone well at the theatre. In spite
of performances never before equalled in the town—nay,
probably because of them—he had enemies
all around, especially in the Jew-controlled press.
His carefulness about rehearsals was called fussiness;
his determination that the singers should not at their
own sweet pleasure mar fine operas with interpolations,
alterations and “liberties” generally,
was called interference with their rights. Even
when he played Beethoven’s Pastoral and Ninth
Symphonies, as they had never been given before, he
was impertinently taken to task by press scribblers
for departing from the Mendelssohn tradition.
I have already expressed the opinion that Judaism
in Music was a huge mistake; yet one must own
that when one considers how the Jews consistently attacked
him for venturing to challenge inferior Jew composers
and conductors on their own ground, the thing seems
almost excusable. At any rate, it is surprising
that he dealt so tenderly with Mendelssohn. There
is one point always to be borne in mind. Wagner
was assailed at this time not so much qua composer
as qua conductor. Now we of the generation
of to-day—the younger members, anyhow—are
so accustomed to really able conductors, that it is