it lay about the floor or under the bed, she did not
for a moment question his sanity. She obeyed
him like a dog; uncomprehending, but trustful.
But, after all, this was only of a piece with the rest
of her life. There was nothing she questioned.
Life stood at her bedside every morning in the cold
dawn, bearing a day heaped high with duties; and she
jumped cheerfully out of her warm bed and took them
up one by one, without question or murmur. They
were life. Life had no other meaning any more
than it has for the omnibus hack, which cannot conceive
existence outside shafts, and devoid of the intermittent
flick of a whip point. The comparison is somewhat
unjust; for Mary Ann did not fare nearly so well as
the omnibus hack, having to make her meals off such
scraps as even the lodgers sent back. Mrs. Leadbatter
was extremely economical, as much so with the provisions
in her charge as with those she bought for herself.
She sedulously sent up remainders till they were expressly
countermanded. Less economical by nature, and
hungrier by habit, Mary Ann had much trouble in restraining
herself from surreptitious pickings. Her conscience
was rarely worsted; still there was a taint of dishonesty
in her soul, else had the stairs been less of an ethical
battle-ground for her. Lancelot’s advent
only made her hungrier; somehow the thought of nibbling
at his provisions was too sacrilegious to be entertained.
And yet—so queerly are we and life compounded—she
was probably less unhappy at this period than Lancelot,
who would come home in the vilest of tempers, and tramp
the room with thunder on his white brow. Sometimes
he and the piano and Beethoven would all be growling
together, at other times they would all three be mute;
Lancelot crouching in the twilight with his head in
his hands, and Beethoven moping in the corner, and
the closed piano looming in the background like a
coffin of dead music.
One February evening—an evening of sleet
and mist—Lancelot, who had gone out in
evening dress, returned unexpectedly, bringing with
him for the first time a visitor. He was so perturbed
that he forgot to use his latch-key, and Mary Ann,
who opened the door, heard him say angrily, “Well,
I can’t slam the door in your face, but I will
tell you in your face I don’t think it at all
gentlemanly of you to force yourself upon me like
this.”
“My dear Lancelot, when did I ever set up to
be a gentleman? You know that was always your
part of the contract.” And a swarthy, thick-set
young man with a big nose lowered the dripping umbrella
he had been holding over Lancelot, and stepped from
the gloom of the street into the fuscous cheerfulness
of the ill-lit passage.
By this time Beethoven, who had been left at home,
was in full ebullition upstairs, and darted at the
intruder the moment his calves appeared. Beethoven
barked with short sharp snaps, as became a bilious
liver-coloured Blenheim spaniel.