As idle old men must, I lived in the past. I went
over and over again my ancient exploits; I re-read
my book. And as I thought and thought, away from
the excitement of the actual hunt, and seeing the
facts in a truer perspective, so it grew daily clearer
to me that criminals were more fools than rogues.
Every crime I had traced, however cleverly perpetrated,
was from the point of view of penetrability a weak
failure. Traces and trails were left on all sides—ragged
edges, rough-hewn corners; in short, the job was botched,
artistic completeness unattained. To the vulgar,
my feats might seem marvellous—the average
man is mystified to grasp how you detect the letter
‘e’ in a simple cryptogram—to
myself they were as commonplace as the crimes they
unveiled. To me now, with my lifelong study of
the science of evidence, it seemed possible to commit
not merely one but a thousand crimes that should be
absolutely undiscoverable. And yet criminals would
go on sinning, and giving themselves away, in the
same old grooves—no originality, no dash,
no individual insight, no fresh conception! One
would imagine there were an Academy of crime with forty
thousand armchairs. And gradually, as I pondered
and brooded over the thought, there came upon me the
desire to commit a crime that should baffle detection.
I could invent hundreds of such crimes, and please
myself by imagining them done; but would they really
work out in practice? Evidently the sole performer
of my experiment must be myself; the subject—whom
or what? Accident should determine. I itched
to commence with murder—to tackle the stiffest
problems first, and I burned to startle and baffle
the world—especially the world of which
I had ceased to be. Outwardly I was calm, and
spoke to the people about me as usual. Inwardly
I was on fire with a consuming scientific passion.
I sported with my pet theories, and fitted them mentally
on every one I met. Every friend or acquaintance
I sat and gossiped with, I was plotting how to murder
without leaving a clue. There is not one of my
friends or acquaintances I have not done away with
in thought. There is no public man—have
no fear, my dear Home Secretary—I have not
planned to assassinate secretly, mysteriously, unintelligibly,
undiscoverably. Ah, how I could give the stock
criminals points—with their second-hand
motives, their conventional conceptions, their commonplace
details, their lack of artistic feeling and restraint.”
The crowd had again started cheering. Impatient as the watchers were, they felt that no news was good news. The longer the interview accorded by the Home Secretary to the chairman of the Defence Committee, the greater the hope his obduracy was melting. The idol of the people would be saved, and “Grodman” and “Tom Mortlake” were mingled in the exultant plaudits.