“I have gone the whole round of creation:
I saw and I spoke;
I, a work of God’s hand for that purpose, received
in my brain
And pronounced on the rest of his handwork—returned
him again 240
His creation’s approval or censure: I spoke
as I saw,
Reported, as man may of God’s work—all’s
love, yet all’s law.
Now I lay down the judgeship he lent me. Each
faculty tasked
To perceive him has gained an abyss, where a dewdrop
was asked.
Have I knowledge? confounded it shrivels at Wisdom
laid bare.
Have I forethought? how purblind, how blank, to the
Infinite Care!
Do I task any faculty highest, to image success?
I but open my eyes,—and perfection, no
more and no less,
In the kind I imagined, full-fronts me, and God is
seen God
In the star, in the stone, in the flesh, in the soul
and the clod. 250
And thus looking within and around me, I ever renew
(With that stoop of the soul which in bending upraises
it too)
The submission of man’s nothing-perfect to God’s
all complete,
As by each new obeisance in spirit, I climb to His
feet.
Yet with all this abounding experience, this deity
known,
I shall dare to discover some province, some gift
of my own,
There’s a faculty pleasant to exercise, hard
to hoodwink,
I am fain to keep still in abeyance (I laugh as I
think),
Lest, insisting to claim and parade in it, wot ye,
I worst
E’en the Giver in one gift.—Behold,
I could love if I durst! 260
But I sink the pretension as fearing a man may o’ertake
God’s own speed in the one way of love; I abstain
for love’s sake.
—What, my soul? see thus far and no farther?
when doors great and small,
Nine-and-ninety flew ope at our touch; should the
hundredth appal?
In the least things have faith, yet distrust in the
greatest of all?
Do I find love so full in my nature, God’s ultimate
gift,
That I doubt His own love can compete with it?
Here, the parts shift?
Here, the creature surpass the creator,—the
end, what began?
Would I fain in my impotent yearning do all for this
man,
And dare doubt He alone shall not help him, who yet
alone can? 270
Would it ever have entered my mind, the bare will,
much less power,
To bestow on this Saul what I sang of, the marvellous
dower
Of the life he was gifted and filled with? to make
such a soul,
Such a body, and then such an earth for insphering
the whole?
And doth it not enter my mind (as my warm tears attest),
These good things being given, to go on, and give
one more, the best?
Ay, to save and redeem and restore him, maintain at
the height
This perfection,—succeed with life’s
dayspring, death’s minute of night?
Interpose at the difficult minute, snatch Saul the
mistake,
Saul the failure, the ruin he seems now,—and
bid him awake 280
From the dream, the probation, the prelude, to find
himself set